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The Legend of Atlantis, the secret revealed! The Lost Continent of Atlantis

2012-02-09T15:36:00.001+01:00

The Untold History of the Atlanteans from Atlantis, shared by an Atlantean-females coming through the Interdimensional Portal .

This is a continuation and expansion of the Series "History of Mankind"

Atlanteans -- The beginning -- Part 1: an Hour long interview with the Atlantean-female sharing about their Race, their Planet and unveiling the history of Atlantis beyond the Myths that exist today.
With over 10 hours of interviews recorded -- this is a series that you don't want to miss.

Atlanteans - Purpose and Creation - Part 2

Atlanteans - Civilization on land and water - Part 3

Atlanteans - The Emergence of Young Atlanteans - Part 4

Atlanteans - The Beginning of the END - part 5

Atlanteans - The Merging - Part 6

Atlanteans - The Evolution of Separation - Part 7

Atlanteans - Seeing Here - Part 8

Atlanteans - The Cross - Part 9

Atlanteans -- The Decision - Part 10

Atlanteans - The Friction - Part 11

Atlanteans – Isolation – Part 12

Thanks for sharing & placing things into perspective in regards to 'the beginning' & how these particular points that played out 'way back when' are still busy creating consequence due to us still not yet standing up, breaking the chains that have enslaved us to the past & taking full self-responsibility for all that's here & all that has even been here, as it hasn't 'gone anywhere' but has simply taken a new form...since the beginning. I'm definitely gonna stay tuned for these interviews!
Interesting to see how a civilization like that existed and developed themselves - such consideration for themselves and who they were - not like humanity now that only live for self-interest regardless of the consequences to the rest of humanity, the planet and what we will have to in the future
whether it's true or not, it's a great [hi]story though, I very enjoy the series – thank you for uploading the first part on youtube! there is so much commonsense within it, in the later parts of the series the beginnings of our Human history is revealed - absolutely amazing and well-narrated! I recommend it to all that love history, stories or/and are interested in and looking for answers 'Where did it all start?' – HERE!
fascinating how they were able to create as themselves and experience all aspects of their world one and equal to themselves

There is already so much out there on the internet about the Atlanteans, but this is a real eye opener. I mean history is me, it's a part of me how I became who I am. We can't change history, but we can avoid repeating the same mistakes. So important stuff if you want to get to know yourself and want to understand how they Atlanteans already lived as one and equal to life.

fascinating - thanks - there is a full series of interviews from the Atlanteans on EQAFE - sharing about their experience and how we came about to where we are today within the world - i just started listening to the second interview and it's really been an eye opener, i can't wait to hear the rest of the interviews and get the full perspective of what we see before us as the world today.. thanks for posting this here.

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2012 US Marines urinating over dead Taliban

2012-01-16T10:10:00.001+01:00

It was all over the news showing pictures of US Marines urinating over corpses in Afghanistan; half the world in commotion, shocked by soldiers pissing over dead bodies…

What is most shocking to me that it is the PISSING that is shocking people, not the KILLING. These soldiers showing their disdain for human life by pissing on it is what is upsetting to most people and strongly condemned by most people, but the killing itself no-one talks about. What can be more disrespectful towards life than killing I ask?!

Is this how stupefied we have become? Yes it is…

I was looking for more info on this topic on the internet and came across some comments made by people, like for instance:

(see here for the original comments)

You people think this is bad? When I was there I witnessed children (15,16, 17 year old girls) being raped over and over again by fellow soldiers. Then woke up to the occasional rape victim hanging from something, suicide was their only way out.
War is bad, pissing on people is nothing compared to what I have seen.

There is no doubt in my mind that atrocities like the gang raping of women is being done by US soldiers – as this happens in every war (and normal life is ‘war’ also) and US soldiers and marines are no different from other soldiers from all over the world. I am not under the illusion the Dutch army, soldiers from my own country – man that speak the same language as me and are married or engaged and have daughters or nieces – do not commit such atrocities in wartime. In fact I wonder if these crimes were committed by my own father when he was a young man and send to fight in the Indonesian War. I guess he did…

I often delight in fantasies about killing and pissing on the corpses of certain people... but doing it to strangers is just WRONG.

Uh??? Meaning doing it to people you know is all right then? Delighting in such fantasies is no different from actual doing it – because in dwelling in your mind in pictures like that, you are creating and contributing to the real actual event: people getting killed and pissed on. You sir, the fantasizer, are one and equal to this US Marines – they are acting out on your behalf… For further perspective see here

you just hate america. we're the good guys.

Yeah and God is on your side… Your enemy claims exactly the same: they are the good guys and God is with them. So what do we have here – good guys killing the other good guys…

Damn it Marines, you piss on them, then kill them.

….

Killing other Humans

What does it mean to be in the army? What does it mean to be a weaponized human? Armies exist for one purpose only: is to seek and destroy those that disagree with you, those that threaten your ideas. Instead of having ideas that is best for everyone one have then specialist ideas and these specialist ideas must be protected against others - which indicates the very factor of how invalid the whole concept of an army or a weapon or a specialist is in terms of killing other humans just because they disagree with you and apparently because of that they are a threat. Somewhere this must end!

Obviously from a Destonian perspective what we're saying is we're already a threat to our dear brothers-in-arms. If your arms could only be the things that do actual work that confirm that you love their neighbour and not be things that become extensions of projectiles that burst and kill people that explode within people and that do it purely for the sake of your so called freedom and free choice - when that is not really free choice.

Free Choice must be that which give EVERYONE the choice to be free. And that happens with Equality and Equal Money.

It's fascinating to note how deliberately things can be pulled out of proportion purely to try to prevent a new world from coming about. Yes, Desteni is a new world. Our ways will bring an end to armies because your arms should be done and used for labour and for loving, not for killing. And we'll bring an end to weaponized humans because as long as there are weapons we will keep on weeping on. There will be no end to the atrocities and the sadness.

Join us if you are ready to see that there is something psychotically disproportioned about being in the army, or wanting to kill for the purpose of protecting your so called freedoms. Then you are not free, it's just a lie, watch out who is selling the lie and why they have to pay you money to be a weaponized human to protect the Elite.

There is no point to it. You have been trained in a school of thought - that school of thought is claiming that anything that is against it is apparently a cult.We're not a cult or the occult, we are purely human beings that is no longer controlled through mind control or through money control, I mean mind control and money control is the same thing. If you are ready to consider that war must be ended, weapons must be stopped and humans must be free from their fears so they don't have to kill each other to be free, then join us at Desteni, we are here for you as well, whether you are with us or not because what we're proposing includes you in a way that will give you true freedom and that will protect your family and your future.

I'm quite sure somewhere inside you there must be some little bit of common sense and you'll be able to hear some of what I am saying. I understand the fear is immense but one is completely overrun by it therefore you'll attack 'cause that is apparently the best de-fence. But that only means that there is a fence, there shouldn't be a fence between neighbours, between those that love each other. There should have been sharing but it doesn't exist.

All schools of thought is only been lies and control. Stop the control. Stop the Mind Control and join us. We're just a few people around the world that is gaining in numbers slowly but surely and we know the difficulties we're facing. So let's see if real love can actually come into existence in this world and the evil that is called 'love' now can be exposed for what it really is.

If you are a weaponized human you are evil because you are willing to kill to protect your freedom and not to protect ALL freedom. You are in mind control - that's why you can kill so easily. That's why the others that disagree with you is the enemy. Just look at that, simple mind control. You can't even see how easily you could have been in the other's shoes... Put yourself in the shoes of another and then decide if you will kill them...

Bernard Poolman

You are Me in Another Life

God is in Control

How thoughts create Physical Reality

US Marines Urinating On Dead Afghans - http://www.disinfo.com/2012/01/us-marines-urinating-on-dead-afghans/

US Marines identify Afghanistan 'urination' troops - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-16538159

Two US Marines 'In Urinating Clip' Identified - http://news.sky.com/home/world-news/article/16147513

Video Inflames a Delicate Moment for U.S. in Afghanistan - http://www.nytimes.com/2012/01/13/world/asia/video-said-to-show-marines-urinating-on-taliban-corpses.html?pagewanted=all

Hamid Karzai condemns US Marines urinating video - http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/asia/afghanistan/9009472/Hamid-Karzai-condemns-US-Marines-urinating-video.html

2011 God in his goodness…

2011-12-29T23:47:00.001+01:00

“If it had not been for the goodness of God, where would you be? Some wouldn’t be alive today. Some would still be addicted. If it had not been for God’s favor some would still be struggling, barely making it.”

God in his “goodness”… allows many many beings on earth to suffer endlessly – including innocent children and animals. If it had not been for God’s favor… Why aren’t they ‘embraced’ by God’s goodness? What is so different about them that they are excluded from God’s favor? Are they sinners and we are not? Obviously we all are.
Then what is wrong with this ‘goodness of God’ picture? Why are so many beings excluded from God’s favor and goodness?
Do you want to step in their shoes? No you wouldn’t! So why do you allow this to happen to other living beings? Isn’t Jesus teaching to Love thy Neighbour as Thyself? Do not do to another what you do not want to be done to you?

We can’t continue as is, we cannot allow all this suffering and negligence to continue, no one deserves to suffer…
The implementation of an Equal Money System is what is required – where all beings on Earth will live a life in dignity.
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2011 No more campaigning in an Equal Money System

2011-12-09T17:38:00.001+01:00

What is characteristic of campaigns, especially political campaigns? It is presenting one self and one’s ideas as honorable and trustworthy, a false face. This has nothing to do with who a person really is, what he actually has to offer the people, what his merits and talents, his weaknesses and inabilities are – just presenting a perfect picture presentation. There is no honesty, no transparency, no common sense.
The primary goal in campaigning is defeating your opponent and the end justifies the means, in word and deeds: digging for dirt in the opponents life to create some scandal; about sex, money, drugs, espionage - whether real or created, it will imprint on the public mind and then your opponent is out of the race and you are a step closer to ‘victory’.
The origin of the word ‘campaign’ reveals the true nature: "operation of an army in the field" – that is exactly how modern campaigning is done: it’s a battlefield – and the end justifies the means. Deceit is inherent to campaigning.
That’s how the current system works.
Now, in an Equal Money System we will not have politicians at all. There will be no leaders and no running campaign to become leader; no striving for power and money. Because we will all lead and make decisions together.
Victory and defeat, opponents and allies, are part of the capitalistic system, part of a polarity system meant to separate, to divide: Equal Money will stop patterns like this and eventually Equality will be established by all of us.

2011 Celebrity Sex

2011-11-27T11:52:00.001+01:00

This is Shi and I am here to speak about the celebrity sex.
Our celebrity sex create the inner sex demon. So how does that work? It works as follows: young people are dumb. Why do I say that young people are dumb? They're dumb from the perspective that they are numb in not realizing what the television is actually programming inside them. Dumb from the perspective of when they sit in front of the television they become numb; enthralled, consumed by the pictures that television presents. But again who is responsible for their dumbness, it's the education system that children go through, unfortunately - very sad.
Young people sit in front of the television and they're watching movies. Now they've got their celebrities icons, they got their celebrities idols, which they prefer, which they enjoy. Of course this is about the beauty and glamour and the perfect picture presentation of the being which they enjoy. And so the being sits and they become enthralled, consumed by the pictures that are presented on the television. And then sexual intercourse is obviously inevitable in all picture presented television shows or movies about the starting of the relationship when the two beings finally fall in love.
And then what happens is these children watch these movies, or young people, and they see how the bodies move, how the touch go, how the male touches the female, how the female rubs her physical body unto the male, and it is all beautifully presented into perfect picture presentation on the television.
And then the implants occur because the moment the child merely in, or the young person, merely in their mind sais the following words: I wish to experience that or I would like to experience that or Wow, that looks amazing - any words to that extent. And the system integrates into the child, or into the young person. And so a desire is created within the young people or the child, desiring to experience this sexual intercourse with either male or female, male male or female female. Whatever the persons unfortunate various mind conscious system implant was attuned to.
And in this child or young person now has this design within them that exist which they wish to fulfill and so they know they have to start a relationship to be able to experience this with a partner.
It's got absolutely nothing to do with beings are in a relationship with partners - it's got to do with that sexual desire within them created from the television.
And I am able to say to you this very moment that all relationships that exists is because of a desire that have been installed when you were younger by watching television or even hearing the words of others communicating.

Relationships are not an expression at all. This world is not an expression: this world is a systems of activations and installations and activations, just like relationship as the starting point of the desire of sex which is an installation from television and then the activation of a desire which requires to be fulfilled.
And so that's how relationships are formed by the starting point of television and human beings as young people who adore their celebrities. Celebrities are the ignition. Ignition, installation and activation.

Thank you very much, this is Shi.

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2011 Will dead lines still exist in an Equal Money System?

2011-11-22T19:10:00.001+01:00

There will still be tasks that have to be done in a specific point in time, but there will be no more stressing about it because people will do their tasks in the set time; they will realize procrastinating is not in the best interest of themselves, nor in the best interest of All. Because of the stress when you have to hurry hurry to get things done and because there is always the chance you won’t be able to finish your task within time schedule – which may cause harm to other living beings.

Like for instance: you can’t postpone getting your pets food from the shop because not having your pets supplied with food will harm them. So you just make sure you do get their food in time.
Procrastinating might also lead to a qualitative lesser result – which is not acceptable when it is from the starting point of not giving your best – like with procrastination.

When you realize you are unable to finish in time – you will act responsible and ask for support of other beings, and work together to get ‘the job done’ in time. The best interest of All will always come first.
In an Equal Money Society the basic principle will be “do unto another what you would like to be done to you” – simple and clear, no back doors. Love your neighbor as yourself.

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2011 Will marriage still exist in an Equal Money society?

2011-11-19T18:17:00.001+01:00

In the system as it is right now people get married for economic, social or legal reasons, or/and out of ‘love’.
In an Equal Money society every single person, will have all their basic needs met. This is a basic right for every human being on this planet. The plain fact that a being exist gives it the right to food, housing, health care, education etc. So the family as an economic unit will cease to exist and with that the reason for marriage. No woman in the world will be dependent on marriage for food or a roof over her and her children’s head. No child in the world will be dependent on the family unit for food, clothes, shelter for that matter.
Marriage for legal reasons like for instance buying a house or land to will to the children will also no longer be valid. Because there will be no ownership of any kind – in the transition and B.I.G period there still will be ownership but eventually this will end. You will have a house you can call your home and you can live their all your life if you want to, but when you die it will be distributed in a way that is best for all.
Also: the point of wanting to own land or a home or to save up for the children for their studies for instance - is out of fear for their survival: no need for that in an Equal money system because they are taken care of – in all ways – and your children, and all children, will be able to study for free and live a dignified, comfortable life.
So there is no property to transfer of anything that is of the Earth to the children – therefore no reason for marriage with regards to legal matters.
Marriage out of love. Eventually our understanding of love will be totally different. In a society of Equality relationships will develop into agreements: two people agreeing to support each other in facing and exposing themselves to themselves, in a self-honest life – no codependency, but two individuals walking together. People can choose for some kind of ritual of symbol to represent this agreement – this then will be the Equality equivalent of the marriage ritual as we know it right now.

Also see:

Can I pass money on to my children?
Betrothing my estate to my children
When are you ready for an agreement?

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2011 How will we make sure that items are made to last in an Equal Money System

2011-11-17T16:58:00.001+01:00

In our current capitalistic consumerism era products are specifically made to last only for a specific (short) time; then they break and you have to buy a new one. Look at our televisions, refrigerators, computers, bikes, coffee makers, furniture, mp3 players... In the 50s, 60s items were produced to last 'for ages'; not any more - to keep money flowing (into the pockets of corporations) the life span of products is shortened, by using inferior materials or even by deliberately engineering them to fail at a specific time frame.
At the expense of the environment. And the environment is we, is the animals, plants, atmosphere, the earth…
There is no need for this other than profit and money. As the 50s and 60s show, we are capable of producing high quality functional products and so we will in an Equal Money System. We will make sure all products are designed and fabricated in outstanding quality that will last a life time. And made with care and love.
Also: there is no need for the continuous introducing of new models; new models of the same products with just a slight adjustment or (pretended) improvement - like PlayStation and Nintendo, computers, washing powders and cosmetic lotions, claiming to be even better or more exciting than the previous; just deceit and manipulation to make more money by making you believe you can’t do without. In an Equal Money System we will see to it that products are of highest quality and functionality possible, in what we know now and only when new, significant information/techniques is available that is in the interest of all, the design will be improved.
One or two high quality functional models of one product will do - we do not need hundreds of different models from different brands. The competing will end because the money making will end: all effort, skills, knowledge and ingenuity will now be joined to bring forth products that are best for all.

So - no profit making, no deceit. We will not allow any waste of resources nor will we allow the production of items for the sake of money making, profit and consumerism.

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2011 Facilitating Real Change -Birthing Life from the Physical-

2011-10-29T13:52:00.000+02:00

Who we are is What we do

In a world of the Mind, which is a Mirror that Reverse everything: when you do something good, something bad happens = This is the Way of the Polarity.
The question is How to Reverse this Trend. How do you get you as Who you are to be practically equal and one as Life Here in every Breath - where Who you are and What you Do is always best for all: You start as Breath.
Breath would indicate every Moment in your Existence within a sequential Time-Line. Within that, you observe two points that exist: The point of Who you are and the point of What you do.
What is fascinating is that your inner world in Thought will reflect your outer world as The World. Which is why the World is in the state that it is. Practical Change happens when you deliberately DO in every breath in every moment What´s best for All and What will be best for All.
One thus deliberately focus on the Actions that will have the result of changing the accepted Systems into Systems that is acceptable and supportive of Life for Life. Within this you must remain Self-Honest and not be consumed by Desire of an effect or a Result.
Place yourself in a position practically where you are not threatened by the current System - you are thus financially stable. Then you must support deliberately persons or groups that Walk in Action to Transform Systems into Support of Life in every Way. Within this you must prove your Consistency measurably as actual Actions of unconditional Giving of yourself, and take positions of Responsibility in participation of Changing the Systems that require changing.

You cannot be controlled by perceptions of `right´ and `wrong´. You must be able to stand by practical Common Sense Actions, consistently, in Trust - until the System has actually changed; Without compromise, do what is best for All.

Because the System of control and abuse consists of individual human beings, the System that will change this to best for All will consist of individual human beings that will support this New System at the very least at the same level they have supported the current control and abuse System.

This consistent Action of What you do will eventually have the result of changing Who you are.
Because, look with Common Sense for yourself: Who you are now IS the result of you following what others do (parents, friends, starts, leaders) - you have thus created who you are on the basis of others, on the basis of observations, not actual Actions. In this you have abused yourself.

Thus it is necessary to correct Who you are and What you do in consistent Directive Action, until the change is permanent as Who you Are and you can be trusted eternally with Life; Because Life is only observable where Life support Life. In that you will Birth yourself through practical Action to eternal Life as Who you Are that is absolutely trustworthy - because What you’ll do will always only support Life and nothing else.

In such a Way, each one shares a Responsibility in Birthing Life from the Physical. In Support of this, Desteni will be running a Training Program for interested parties based on a method of Communication with the Physical, facilitating Real Change and assisting each one in Birthing Life from the Physical through a program called Structural Resonance Alignment.
In reading the present document you’ll be able to establish Who you are in and as your living-action, and you’ll be able to determine what actions you’ll take to change Who you are to Stand in Support of Life equal and one.

–Bernard Poolman-
14-7-2009

Effective Breathing

Understand that with Breathing you are in a state of extreme observance of you within your reality from multi-dimensional perspectives - which takes time to become a directive point within.
The breathing places you in a position to observe whether you are automatically forming opinions ideas feelings or observations about your world and the people around you.
Anything that happens automatically and that is opinion based, that is based on an idea that forms within you - all of that is self-deception, because you are basing that on prior knowledge.
With breath you are working to identify those points and stop them so that nothing moves within you. You are walking in the physical reality, you're seeing through your eyes but no opinion is formed, no knowledge comes up, no feeling come up, you are purely aware of feeling the breath, the air moving in and out of your body and you are looking at the world direct through your eyes - not through your knowledge.
That is effective breathing.
It is not something that you want to hear the breath; you are feeling it as it is sustaining and feeding the body. Because what is the food for the body - that makes it function? The food for the body is breath. The other food we eat is what creates energy for all kinds of other functions but the primary food for the body is breath.
And eventually we will live on breath alone. But we are a far way off from that at this stage.

Process Support

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2011 Freedom Blogs - The birth of Practivism - Volume 1

2011-10-25T11:20:00.001+02:00

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2011 Will I be able to go fishing all day for the rest of my life in the Equal Money System?

2011-10-23T17:41:00.001+02:00

The answer to this question is a plain and clear NO. You are not allowed to go fishing.
Fishing as in killing/harming/abusing another living being for sports, entertainment or any other ego-driven reason, is considered animal abuse and will not be supported in an Equal Money System. It is obvious such pastime as ‘fishing’ is not in the best interest of all – as fish are part of all and will not be disregarded.
You are allowed to go and express yourself and do what you like to do – WITHIN the principle of What is Best for All which always means you are not allowed to harm/kill/abuse Life – fish, animals, insects included: All Life. So pastime as fishing or hunting will be out of the question.
From the perspective that fishing is considered a ‘relaxing’ activity by some human beings:
With all your basic needs taken care of in the Equal Money System and survival taken out of the equation, your life will be so much more relaxed already – you’ll probably look for something meaningful to do.

Equal Money FAQ

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2011 Wake up! Here is your Daily Shocker…

2011-10-22T15:25:00.001+02:00

Daily Shocker - Today, Thousands of Children and Animals have been born into an uncertain world where many will never stand a chance but to be a prop in the Life of the People with Money. Some will never have the opportunity to truly grasp what Life could be as all they will do is fight to Survive. And no one drops a tear. Change the world, if not for you, then for the children and animals born today and every day hereafter that all may live life to its fullest.
–Bernard Poolman-

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Osho: Exposing Sugar

2011-10-19T12:28:00.001+02:00

This is a transcript of a video-interview

1 September 2007

Hi. This is Osho, and I am here to expose sugar.
If you take sugar in and of this world, sugar is not life. Have a look: Plants, nature dies when it grows with sugar in its presence. Sugar is NOT life. Sugar has become like the 'oil' for mind consciousness systems in human beings. Sugar has become the - what do they say? -the 'replacement' for the life force essence, for the life force essence within human beings.

Sugar has become the 'replacement' for the life force essence

It is explained the following way: Mind consciousness systems in human beings suppress the life force essence as who human beings really are. And the life force essence as who human beings really are is that which give power to these mind consciousness systems within the human physical body to exist. So, with the human/with the dimensional being, within the mind consciousness system, within the human physical body, as the dimensional being as the pure life force essence given power to this mind consciousness manifestation within the human physical body to exist, this mind consciousness system derives substances from the human physical body, as well as the pure life force essence as who the dimensional being is within this that actually powers, as the mind consciousness system in the human physical body is where the mind consciousness system gains its “existence” from, gains its “power” from, to have the ability to exist.
How do you know? What is a mind consciousness system? That which thinks, that which becomes emotional, and that which feels. It is simple. So, what has sugar become? Because the mind consciousness systems, over eons of time here on Earth, have become so extensive within human beings, the mind consciousness systems have started harming the human physical body, and human beings have started to “die” quicker. What does sugar do? Sugar assist with the prolonging of life as the mind consciousness system within the human physical body.
So, what is the definition of a human being? Let me first go there. The definition of a human being is a dimensional being powering a mind consciousness system within the human physical body. So, human beings, who you really are exist within you as pure life essence, which is suppressed by mind consciousness systems.
Sugar has become that which assists the human physical body for the mind consciousness systems to exist within and to prolong human life here on Earth. Though, I have a solution! The solution is words, to disconnect the relationship with sugar and mind consciousness systems within human beings. Before taking sugar, I suggest the following is done as you take the sugar: say “I am the sweetness of life as life in me. I accept the sweetness of life as life in me.” What does these words do? These words do the following: Sugar, as it is taken, then becomes the support of your self-expression of life within you.

I am the sweetness of life as life in me
I accept the sweetness of life as life in me

Parents, I suggest you do this, as well as for your children and I’m certain they’ll enjoy that. Taking the sugar: “I accept the expression of life as life in me” and “I accept the sweetness of life as life in me.” And then, it disconnects that relationship in terms of sugar supporting mind consciousness systems' existence within the human physical body as, like, another replacement for the life force essence as the dimensional being within the mind consciousness system. It's like you have the dimensional being powering the mind consciousness system within the human physical body, then you have the sugar that is supporting the mind consciousness systems within the human physical body to “remain there.” So, every time you take sugar, correct that relationship so that sugar becomes an expression of you as you. “I accept the sweetness of life as life in me.”
Thank you very much.
This is Osho.

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Battle of the Minds

2011-10-18T14:11:00.001+02:00

This is the Design of Reaction as Polarity Enslavement.
Let's say you are in a situation with which you are participating with another human being. And you within yourself react to the situation of and the human being or just the situation or just the human being - realize that in and at that moment of reaction within yourself you are enslaved to the situation, you are enslaved to the human being and you enslaved your own participation within the situation and with the human being.

In other words: when you react within yourself you are less than the mind, less than the situation, less than your participation, and less than the human being and less than the experience of the entirety of the moment. How does that work? Let's say for instance you are having dinner with a few colleagues and you are communicating with each other - randomly verbal diarrhea (as human beings communicate with each other) and all of a sudden you hear a statement made by another human being across the table.

In that statement you react within yourself. It is for instance the human beings opinion about the war in Iran and Iraq. And he for instance is now supporting the war. And you within yourself go inside suppressing, almost close to tears because all your mind is going on about is the children and the inhumane action that is been taking and it's wrong and how can people kill each other and you're just going in, going in, going in, thoughts running, thoughts running, and you're starting to become emotional and you are in the process of absolute reaction and then you start; you express "How dare you support that war! I can't believe you support that war! Look at this, this, this ,this, this..." There you go off.

Now in that moment of you literally going off, switching to an absolute rage, you are re-acting. And in that moment, in reacting, what are you actually doing? You are challenging the other human beings mind. Because realize all human beings that is in this world in this current moment are mind systems. So it's mind system versus mind system. This mind system is programmed in such way to agree with the war. This mind system is programmed to not agree with the war. And now it's the battles of the mind systems.
And here you go "grr grr". And in that both of your mind systems are charging. When inevitably either one of you really go off. Or one goes "fine, I don't care" and then suppresses. But either way each mind systems are charged. Now that is Polarity.

Because you don't agree: positive - he agrees: negative. Or you know, positive or negative, it doesn't matter. It's two different mind systems programs in polarity within placements - which is war - competing and battling against each other. So realize in that moment when you do this you are charging this mind system; you're charging your mind system; you're charging the situation; every one else's mind and thoughts starts racing and running because they got their own opinions and their own thoughts and in the discussion it's completely out of proportion.

But now realize: how are you enslaved here. You are enslaved because this human being hit you right in the core of your being, hitting a point and reaction within you and then what is actually coming forth here - because you're speaking from thoughts opinions. What is actually coming forth is your mind system. So who you are in this moment is enslaved by your mind, emotions, thoughts, feelings; you're enslaved by the being because the being got you: you reacted. In that he has caught you, you've caught the being and now you are both in a relationship together. In that moment enslaved to each other because each of you is assisting and supporting the mind systems - which manifests enslavement of self to the entire situation, the mind, the human being, all the other human beings and you go feeling frenzy.

And in that moment of reaction if you do not let out your emotions and feelings and turmoils and thoughts in that moment, you either suppress it and then later on will exert it out in something or someone else, because that has to now... that friction that was caused due to the polarity battle between each other which caused the enslavement of self to the emotions, thoughts, feelings, have to be released inevitably in some way or another - because you've now charged up the mind systems and inevitably you go and release it in some way or another. And then you will spontaneously start another argument because now you are addicted to starting arguments because you need to rev yourself up and defend yourself and then you rev up more and rev up more - have another polarity friction experience enslavement so that your mind system can just recharge and rejuvenate the whole time.

And that's why human beings argue because they are addicted to it.
Thank you very much.

-2007- transcript

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The Design of Choice–are we free to choose?

2011-10-11T15:08:00.001+02:00

Hi, this is the Choice System Design and I am here to speak about myself and how Choice enslaves, traps, misguides, misleads, diverts attention and preoccupies.
This existence as have been said, human beings have been designed and manifested with a mind consciousness system. In your mind consciousness system, your preordained and preprogrammed life is designed within and as this mind consciousness system at your birth with and as. In the moment you are birthed your preprogrammed and preordained life experiences are manifested within this world of the Unified Consciousness Field magnetic gridline structure. And within this: the Illusion of Choice.

Choice has never really existed but human beings have been given the illusion of choice - for you to believe that you are in control and in power of your own world and of yourself: the ultimate deception.
So human beings would continue during their day, walk within their world, experience their life experience, believing that they apparently have a choice.
There's always two ways to go, either this way or that way. And then you think you have choice and you think you've made a choice, but actually you haven't. Because you making that choice was really placed within your preprogrammed preordained life experience of your mind consciousness system. You cannot choose NOT to be who you really are. Everything has been. Each and every single experience of human beings life’s - up to two and a half years ago of course.
So human beings, choice has been a manifestation of the ultimate deception: that choice actually exists. It is simple - put it this way: can Life choose not to be Life? That would be dishonesty. Life is the expression of Life.
Tell me, can God choose not to be God? That'll be dishonesty. Therefore, in terms of who you are it is not a choice. The only choice you have is to have no choice but to stand as the ultimate expression of you and the realization of you in every moment.

The only choice you have is to have no choice but to stand as the ultimate expression of you and the realization of you in every moment

Therefore, if choice exist in your world, understand that you are still of a mind illusion, still dishonest. If you perceive yourself to have choice you're being dishonest with yourself.
You cannot choose NOT to be who you really are, because that's who you are. If you choose not to be who you really are then you are being dishonest with you as who you really are.
So human beings, don't be trapped by the illusion of Choice. Choice was yet another design of enslavement and control in this world of human beings as mind consciousness systems, to give them the belief and perception that they have control and power in their world - when you have never had.
Only about two and a half years ago have Heavens process begun to start assisting and supporting human beings here on earth. And within this process we are now at the moment where each human being are now responsible for their own life’s, for their own experiences. Where you have a moment where you either choose honesty or dishonesty within yourself as who you are.

But know that you cannot NOT choose who you really are.

It is an interesting manifestation: Choice, well, myself. Human beings really believe they have choice. Choice is also but an equation made within the mind due to many various variables coming together - of considerations, thoughts, emotions and feelings, according to that and past experiences, future probabilities, present current experience coming together in one point and according to all that, you make a choice. But is that really choice or is that you being subject to all of you as a mind consciousness system being led to go into that direction. Is that then really choice?

Then the question is interesting. What is choice then really? If choice has always been part of this mind consciousness programmed, preprogrammed, preordained equation, where your apparent choice was always based on past experiences, mind consciousness system’ thoughts, feelings and emotions, future probabilities, current various variables; all that encompass into one point, than going into a certain direction - is that you really making a choice? Or is that just all of you as mind consciousness system coming together saying "I'm going there".
All that was even preprogrammed and preordained. Every choice had never really existed always has been but an illusion.

Thank you very much. This is the Choice System Design –2007-

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2011 And God created prostitutes…

2011-10-06T12:57:00.001+02:00

Quite a smart move of God, creating prostitutes, I say. Because with his one All Seeing Eye he noticed he blundered when creating the human males extreme, all dominating sex drive.

His Eve’s couldn’t cope – being so busy with birthing and raising children, cooking, cleaning, washing, doing the dishes, shopping, sewing, knitting, nursing, …. she was having headaches at night from exhaustion. Maybe he felt sorry for his female creation? Whatever.

So God decided to do something about this flaw in his Creation; he assigned some of his Eve’s to play a special role in his creation - "Her sole reason for existing will be to accommodate the strong sexual desires of Adam" he concluded.

And she was to earn some money with this because God knew of course no Adam would want to marry the Eve prostitute and provide for her – geez, no, cause in spite of Adams all dominating sexual drive being the root of these particular Eve’s existence – he despises her, the Eve prostitute, for after all he can’t respect the Eve prostitute as a decent woman for meeting up his sexual desires so easily.

So after a hard days work God looked down on the play out of his alteration of Creation - and He was satisfied with himself.

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Is Desteni a Cult, Fraud or a Dangerous Pyramid Scheme?

2011-09-29T20:11:00.001+02:00

from The Destonian Wiki; Desteni Critism

Doing a quick google search on Desteni reveals, among others, websites that label Desteni and Destonians as a cult and whereby they come up with various ideas about fraudulent schemes. In fact on a so called “Cult Education Forum” a cult on it’s own was formed that is centered around bashing, misinforming and plainly lying about everything that Destonians do.
Therefore this page (or section) was established to answer the most commonly asked questions where people do not take sufficient time to research the point but rather believe a hater, fear-monger, internet flamer or a sensationalist.

A journalist's questions sent in a hurry

An example of a “journalist” that does not do a sufficient research and jumps to conclusions. The following message was send to Bernard Poolman on September 10th, 2011, quoting:

"Dear Bernard Poolman
We are doing a story on the Desteni for this Sunday and would like to give you the opportunity to respond.
Unfortunately my deadline is in a couple of hours, so if you could respond ASAP we can still publish your response in this edition of our newspaper.
(Sorry, but not having you number to phone you directly makes communication a bit tricky)."

We’re gonna list each question and provide an answer. Notice how the questions itself already point to conclusions, the journalist itself “does not have time” to check the sources of the information and/or give sufficient time and space to the main subject of the article to respond in a civilized manner. This is called sensationalism and making up of stories based on gossip.
Question: There are numerous videos and blogs on the enternet (the journalist most likely wanted to write “internet”) that describe Desteni as a “dangerous”, “mind control cult”. Would you like to respond to these allegations?
Answer: Desteni is not a cult and it is not dangerous. All such claims are located on and propagated through various online bash-boards, by people with anonymous names, without providing any evidence to these claims. The reason why people express such hatred is simple: Desteni deals with a highly controversial topics like universal equality, new economic system, current enslavement of humans through and to the money system, debunking spirituality and religions. Some people react to these topics and are not able to discuss them on equal terms with other more civilized beings. As a result they form cults where they support each other in their beliefs, propagate gossip, allow any abuse towards the subject that they termed as their “enemy” and end up believing their own fabrications as they receive support from likeminded anonymous participants. This is nothing new and the internet is filled with such hate, gossip and fabrication in relation to any subject, movement, corporation or even scientific fact. Therefore basing one’s judgement, without proper and thorough investigation of what Desteni in fact is and does is highly unprofessional, childish, bordering with signs of schizophrenia.
Q: Why would you say people - including former members apparently - see you as "dangerous"?
A: The “former member” label implies that there are some people that have a deeper insight into how Desteni works. That is in fact not so. The core, the most important part and the whole functioning of the participation within Desteni is public as blogging, doing video interviews and publishing one’s own material. Desteni functions as a hub, as an open-source community that is shaped and functions only through the people that actually participate, completely on their own according and from their own self-interest. If someone is removed from the community due to abuse - a collective decision any community that is interested in adhering to laws, regulations and actually getting the work that it claims to be doing done - has to make - such people tend to react with anger, name calling and gossip. Which again is unfortunately part of how the various communities, social networks, movements and hubs on the internet and elsewhere function.
Q: I see you have quite a number of young followers. How young is your youngest member?
A: Participation within the Desteni websites, like the Introduction to Desteni Forum, Desteni I Process or others is allowed for people under 18 years old only with a parental consent form submitted. Again the label “follower” is already implying some sort of religious or cultish behavior being imposed on the people that want to participate within and with Desteni. No such requirements, statements or even implications are made by Desteni. In fact Desteni suggests to everyone to always check, cross-reference and verify for oneself all the points that are involved within making decisions or judgements about any kind of information. Such an approach is strongly suggested before asking questions that already imply a belief where through such a question one is actually becoming a follower of someone or something without even realizing it.
Q: Are you “confusing” these kids?
A: No. As established in the previous answer there are virtually no “kids” participating within Desteni. Strict moderation, cross-referencing, public rules and guidelines are in place for any kind of participation within Desteni so no one can claim he is being confused. Every question asked in relation to Desteni is thoroughly answered and publicized.
Q: Does consumption of Hallucinogenic drugs form part of the Desteni way?
A: No. We strongly suggest anyone to stop every single addiction and walk and function within this world with a clear head. This includes alcohol. Majority of the Desteni members stated and shared publicly through their material as blogs and videos that they have stopped usage of every single substance that can be considered a drug, including alcohol (if they’ve ever used it).
Q: According to a former member. Members of Desteni are not allowed to have “free thoughts”. Is that so?
A: Also refer to the 2nd answer giving perspective on the label “former member”. The content of one’s thoughts is a responsibility of each and every one. To the extent these thoughts influence others in a harmful or damaging way Desteni takes a clear stand, in line and in accordance with the laws of every civilized country or society, that such thoughts manifesting itself as harm towards others can not be allowed and have to be dealt with. Desteni works with identifying how such thoughts develop and how one can deal with such thoughts before they’re allowed to be manifested in the physical reality. Many react to this obvious common sense and defend their mind-set or what they secretly do behind closed doors. For example a person using violent thoughts about raping women to masturbate will attack Desteni as Desteni state such thoughts are unacceptable as they lead to harmful acts done unto others where people through the acceptance and allowance of such thoughts act out on such thoughts. Such a person justifies his actions through the label and idea of “free thoughts” and labels anyone that suggests otherwise as a threat and uses spitefulness to deal with such a “threat”.
Q: I see you have quite a following – and not just South Africans. How many members does Desteni have?
A: We strongly distance ourselves from the words “following” implying that we’re some kind of a cult or religious establishment.
A quick look through websites like Destonians.com, http://desteni.co.za/community or the Introduction to Desteni Forum will reveal all the active participants.
Q: I see you are running some sort of “Exotic Animal Farm and Rehabilitation Center”. What sort of rehabilitation goes on here? Q: Is that rehabilitation of humans or animals?
A: No. Desteni is not currently running such a centre however we are looking into and considering starting an exotic animal rehabilitation centre. This might or might not come into fruition in the future.
The Desteni Farm where some Desteni “members” live is a standard household and is being visited by other participants if there is space, time and interest expressed for such a visit. You know, friends, or people working together, tend to visit each other from time to time. Obviously during such a visit people are interested in doing and working on the things that brought them to Desteni in the first place - exploring, researching and finding solutions for equality, what’s best for all, how to live together effectively and how to take care of animals.
Q: Do these Desteni members work for you on the farm? Are you exploiting them?
A: No. We strongly distance ourselves form any exploitation. In fact we suggest and work on the design and implementation of an Equal Money System where one of the main goals of such a system is to stop the exploitation of people, animals and nature that is currently accepted and allowed within the current system of capitalism.
Q: Could you offer a concise explanation as to why members shave their hair – and is it compulsory?
A: Nothing within Desteni is compulsory nor it can be. This is an open, internet based community where people can come and go as they please.
The head shaving campaign, called Face World Face Off is a simple exercise for anyone that is interested in:
Removing the fear of and the definition of good looks, and “how one should look” in general. Keep the shaved head for quite a while to see and deal with all the reactions from the outside world. Within this one can build a stronger character as one is not dependent on “looking good” or “looking the way others expect me to look”. A peaceful gesture and an expression of standing together for a common goal - equality.
Lots of people that participated within this campaign for a year or more are now growing hair again as they’re satisfied that they’ve worked through all the points connected to one’s look through having a certain hairstyle and benefited from this bold endeavor. Others enjoy their clean shave and find it very practical. It’s up to each individual. Desteni merely provides a fresh, simple and harmless idea as head-shaving as to gain insight into oneself that most consider weird or do not dare to explore.
Q: Is it true that you are able to communicate with reptile gods, demons and aliens?
A: A part of the Desteni research, for the most part no longer published due to abuse and false flagging on YouTube dealt with gods, demons, ancient civilizations, aliens and the universe. The point is through to sufficiently explain such topics as to give common sense perspectives to anyone that is interested in such topics and direct such a person to rather participate in more practical endeavors such as what to do with the crashing money system, how to direct one’s emotions and feelings, how to become effective and responsible human being within this world as it exists, without clinging to beliefs, ideologies, mysteries and things that are not practical.
Q: Does this go hand in hand with drug consumption?
A: No. The perspective on drugs and alcohol has been given in a previous answer.
Q: Is this possession by aliens and demons for real?
A: The word possession in relation to the Desteni research is used on various bash-boards on the internet, by various cults that create beliefs and spread misinformation about Desteni or by people giving into gossip. We’re not practicing or allowing any possession by any entities, feeling or emotional states, beliefs or practices within the material we publish. Nor do we recommend anyone to allow being possessed by anything or anybody.
Q: Apparently you are quite a fan of Hitler? Why? Q: Is Desteni Neo-Nazi?
A: There are people that misunderstood a series of articles published on the Desteni website where a perspective and an attempt for research into how a person such as Adolf Hilter thinks and perceives his world was made. According to this feedback we removed these articles and we might re-publish them later if we’re satisfied that we’re conveying the research in such a way that it is not misunderstood.
We strongly distance ourselves from any form of racial discrimination, anti-semitism, nazi ideologies, neo-nazi movements or any other similar movement or ideology.
Q: Why are you afraid to show your face?
A: (This question being directed towards Bernard Poolman.) Bernard Poolman has a publicly accessible photo in his profile on Destonians.com here.
Q: What is with the funny monster avatar you have on Facebook?
A: This is an art piece called “The Beast” by Andrew Gable. It depicts a man that stands for and by all the various forms of life, in the face of abuse, condemnation and laughter through the artists eyes depicted as a “monster” combining various animal and human characteristics.

2011 Law of Attraction will end with Equal Money System

2011-09-29T14:33:00.001+02:00

Law of Attraction in Action

We have created ourselves a world subject to Polarities and subsequently subject to the Law of Balance – which means that when you attract all that wealth, health, prosperity, money, abundance… it has to be taken away from someone else; because there always have to be a balance. Simple Common Sense. So: Participating in The Law of Attraction is simply a criminal act – you are a thief. That's The Secret.

LOA: Law of Attraction will end with the Equal Money System

This is a fascinating topic because the Law of Attraction is used in so many ways within the current system of polarity to attract all kinds of things - from happiness to wealth to well-being. All things that is actually subject to money. All things that is subject to polarity within a debt system - where you are either in debt or you are wealthy.
Now Greg will take the point on this, is convening this in terms of what the Law of Attraction represents in the current economic system,in the current world system in its various ways and why and how it will change with an Equal Money System.
Is there any part of the Law of Attraction that can exist that has any value if you are given everything in an Equal Money System.
So this will be a fascinating episode of the Equal Money System book.
Those that's interested in contributing, you can come to the Equal Money Forum and participate in the process of investigating and explaining why the Law of Attraction, the so called Great Secret, will be decimated with an Equal Money System.
Join us at the http://equalmoney.org/forum/
Bernard Poolman

Recommended Watch

Equal Money System FAQ - Dutch part 1
Equal Money System FAQ - Dutch part 2

Visit Desteni and do your research on the guidelines for Equality and learn how to apply them. Also visit our Destonians Wiki on Wikipedia for an overview of what being a Destonian means.

Biblical Financial Principles

2011-09-20T23:32:00.001+02:00

It is stated clearly and has been the fervent belief of all Christians that Jesus taught "Give to another what you would like to receive yourself" and "Love your neighbour as yourself".
Thus that turned into Biblical Financial Principles = the Equal Money System and
= Equality as a political solution for the world to bring about Heaven on Earth.
I dare any Christian to prove that what we say is not so.
We say no Christian has ever lived by Biblical Financial Principles.
You have all abused each other under Capitalism. And ALL forms of government has always been a form of dictatorship - which is Capitalism; where there is never been "love thy neighbour as thyself" and "give to another as you would like to receive".
Therefor let's see your love:
if it's real you will walk with Equality and you will stand -no matter what- by Equal Money.
This is the challenge for humanity: Can you in fact Walk your Talk…

Bernard Poolman – October 2010-

Killing other Humans to protect your ideas

2011-09-15T09:18:00.001+02:00

Justin Bowerman, an army specialist
What does it mean to be in the army? What does it mean to be a weaponized human? Armies exist for one purpose only: is to seek and destroy those that disagree with you, those that threaten your ideas.
Instead of having ideas that is best for everyone one have then specialist ideas and these specialist ideas must be protected against others - which indicates the very factor of how invalid the whole concept of an army or a weapon or a specialist is in terms of killing other humans just because they disagree with you
and apparently because of that they are a threat.
Somewhere this must end!
Obviously from a Destonian perspective what we're saying is we're already a threat to our dear brothers-in-arms. If your arms could only be the things that do actual work that confirm that you love their neighbour and not be things that become extensions of projectiles that burst and kill people that explode within people and that do it purely for the sake of your so called freedom and free choice - when that is not really free choice.

Free Choice must be that which give EVERYONE the choice to be free. And that happens with Equality and Equal Money.
It's fascinating to note how deliberately things can be pulled out of proportion purely to try to prevent a new world from coming about. Yes, Desteni is a new world. Our ways will bring an end to armies because your arms should be done and used for labour and for loving, not for killing. And we'll bring an end to weaponized humans because as long as there are weapons we will keep on weeping on. There will be no end to the atrocities and the sadness.
Join us if you are ready to see that there is something psychotically disproportioned about being in the army, or wanting to kill for the purpose of protecting your so called freedoms. Then you are not free, it's just a lie, watch out who is selling the lie and why they have to pay you money to be a weaponized human to protect the Elite.
There is no point to it. You have been trained in a school of thought - that school of thought is claiming that anything that is against it is apparently a cult.
We're not a cult or the occult, we are purely human beings that is no longer controlled through mind control or through money control, I mean mind control and money control is the same thing.
If you are ready to consider that war must be ended, weapons must be stopped and humans must be free from their fears so they don't have to kill each other to be free, then join us at Desteni, we are here for you as well, whether you are with us or not because what we're proposing includes you in a way that will give you true freedom and that will protect your family and your future.
I'm quite sure somewhere inside you there must be some little bit of common sense and you'll be able to hear some of what I am saying. I understand the fear is immense but one is completely overrun by it therefore you'll attack 'cause that is apparently the best defence. But that only means that there is a fence, there shouldn't be a fence between neighbours, between those that love each other. There should have been sharing but it doesn't exist.
All schools of thought is only been lies and control. Stop the control. Stop the Mind Control and join us. We're just a few people around the world that is gaining in numbers slowly but surely and we know the difficulties we're facing. So let's see if real love can actually come into existence in this world and the evil that is called 'love' now can be exposed for what it really is.
If you are a weaponized human you are evil because you are willing to kill to protect your freedom and not to protect ALL freedom. You are in mind control - that's why you can kill so easily. That's why the others that disagree with you is the enemy.

Just look at that, simple mind control.
You can't even see how easily you could have been in the other's shoes...
Put yourself in the shoes of another and then decide if you will kill them…

Bernard Poolman –2011-

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2011 Google announces the End of Mr Anonymous

2011-09-04T17:38:00.001+02:00

So Google announce the end of Mr. Anonymous.
Now obviously as we said at Desteni this is inevitable and it is here now. The chief-executor officer of Google has announced that the future of the internet is one where no-one will be anonymous, everyone will be exposed completely. We're going to deal with a world where no-one can hide and nothing is hidden.
Isn't it wonderful? We're driven by our own systems to honesty.
Now we can look at this in a positive way or in a negative way. In a positive way we participate and we bring Equality into being: an actual positive result coming from the end of the hidden nature of man as it is being represented now on the internet.
Or one can do it in a negative way: full of fear, screaming "the Microchip is here and we are all going to be controlled by the Elite!" You're not. Have a look, practically, physically you are just negative. All these fakers are just negative people; you live in constant fear and then you deny it because your reality is a make-believe one.
The actualized reality that is the most positive effective result for all of earth = what is happening now in the future of the internet and what is being represented by Desteni as the moral way of integrity to actualize the message of Jesus for everyone in Equality: give to another what you would like to have yourself. Within that we will all be Elite and Life will be valued as it should be.
Thank you Google, it's about time.

by Bernard Poolman –2011-

Give to another what you would like to have yourself

YouTube is known for the extensive abuse in commenting on profiles and video's. This abuse is possible because the abuser can hide behind FAKE names and FAKE identities - with no Accountability.
You believe that your 'anonymous veil' will protect you from accountability and make it easy to abuse others in the name of Opinion and Free Speech.
You would never do such abuse in your own name, or when face to face with another being.

Stop hiding behind your fake names. Stand for who you are, take responsibility for the words you speak, the words that you write in your comments - the words are you, you are the words.
Stop the abuse - use your real name, not a fake one.
We Destonians use our birthnames.
We invite you to join us and make a stand.
A stand for Truth and Accountablity

2011 Scent–is the Nose to be trusted?

2011-08-31T19:52:00.001+02:00

Artificial scent used to induce happiness, hunger and stimulating you to buy more goods used in shops

Walking in the shopping mall the scent of fresh baked bread spiralling up into your nose, or fresh roasted waffles - makes one's mouth water, doesn’t it; makes you desire to eat it. Or the enticing scent of fresh coffee, grapefruit, chocolate… yummy!

To drop a bombshell: these are most likely not the real, actual scents but substitute artificial aromas released on demand!
Chemists have managed to duplicate the smells of popcorn, cinnamon buns, waffle cones, sugar cookies, coffee, chocolate, and even grilled hamburgers - and sell them to companies who use them to seduce us to follow our noses with one reason only: to sell their goods and increase their profit.

Bill Barum has worked in food services and product development for several decades with companies including Kraft foods, Harrah’s Casinos, and Walt Disney. At Disney he helped come up with a way to make pre-cooked hamburger patties and French fries taste and smell like they were fresh.

Bill Barum: “The food scientists put together a topically applied grilled scent that would melt at 110 degrees and would impart the smell of fresh grilled hamburger and the smell of fresh cooked French fries. Then we took it further and we implanted scent machines, in shrubbery… that had infrared triggers, so when you walked by it dispersed the fragrance which immediately sent your taste buds crazy and you started looking for that cotton candy, for that popcorn, or for that caramel apple or whatever it was.”

So, now our noses are also subject to commercial exploitation – in Dutch we say “we worden bij de neus genomen” – we are taken by the nose, which means: we are pulled a leg. The companies want us to consume more – even more than we already do; and eat that hamburger, French fries, buy that product. By pairing real food with artificial scents infused into the air in the store via scent machines, to induce their sales…

Also non-scent-related companies have discovered scent as a trigger for manipulating consumers to buy (and buy some more) Walking by the Computer store, the smell of new electronics lures you in and gets you in the mood of entering, lingering there and chances are you buy... Samsung for instance is experimenting with the use of a signature scent as a brand identifier in their stores. Ambient scenting became already standard practice in lingerie stores, casinos, the hospitality sector (for instance to create the "Zen-retreat" experience), airports…

While vision is unquestionably our most powerful sense, when it comes to garnering an emotional response, scent is a much more powerful trigger. "Seventy-five percent of the emotions we generate on a daily basis are affected by smell," says Lindstroem. "Next to sight, it's the most important sense we have.” So no wonder companies came up with the idea to use our noses against us.

Bill Barum: “We think we have a choice --but our choices are being guided by the way modern marketing has analyzed our behaviors and the way they have analyzed our sensory perceptions with sight, sound and smell.”

There it is: we are just programmed robots – with the companies as the sly programmers. Most of us consider free choice of paramount importance and will fight to defend our right of free choice. All the while there is no such thing as “free choice”: we are pre-programmed into a personality from the moment we are born. All seemingly “choices” we have aren’t choices for real – because when you are limited to a programming, your options to choose from are as limited as the programming. Real free choice entails an unlimited range of possibilities – but we are not able to see this unlimited range, simply because we are restricted to a personality-suit-view. Like wearing glasses with distorted angle without knowing it is distorted. As the scent-industry shows: we think we choose to go in and buy that hamburger – but it is the scent machine that made you go in and you didn’t notice; you thought it was you deciding…

It’s not such a nice picture – us being directed by a simple scent machine… Us being directed by feelings and emotions and thoughts we are not even aware off we are reacting to. Perfectly operating little machinery we are. Robots.
Time to take off the personality-suits and allow ourselves to be who we really are. Join me and other human beings in our process of realizing and establishing ourselves as who we are for real.

Want more info on the subject of the distorted view and lack of actual free choice? Want to know how to take off your personality suit? Visit http://desteni.co.za, website and forum

2011 Him who is without Sin cast the First Stone

2011-08-30T09:19:00.001+02:00

Let him who is without sin cast the first stone. That is going to be very important in a equal money equation because there is going to be forgiveness required so that we can all stop together, and start a new system together.

So - Are you without Sin?
I am most certainly not. We are all caught up in the mind, in the ego – caught up in the self interest ways of the ego, caught up in the survival-mode of the mind – from birth ‘till death.
So we are all Sinners – by default. Who am I to blame another? Who am I to judge another? Who am I to cast a stone?
Why pointing the speck in my brother’s eye, instead:
I focus on the log that is in my own eye.
I take responsibility for every speck I see in my fellow human beings eyes - and bring it back to the log that is in my own eye.
I investigate my thoughts, my feelings and emotions.
I forgive myself for believing I am that – for I am not – and let go, set myself free
I stop judging – myself, others, circumstances – I stop all judging.

Give up our ill gotten gains, and place it all into the custodianship of life itself and then take our just and equal part within it.
That is why Self-Honesty and Self-Forgiveness will be critical within the context of this process. And therefore, remember, that him who is without sin cast the first stone.

What is Sin? I am not talking the biblical sin, ten commandments and stuff.
So What is Sin then? What is the original Sin?
Sin is living your life in self interest,
what I want, what I need, what I desire
only considering what is best for me

Having all the goods and luxury of the world and accepting that on the other side of the world millions of people live in extreme poverty – with barely enough food to survive. That is Sin, being a Sinner. Us allowing this. Us not acting to stop these imbalances in our world, on this Earth.
Us not sharing equally the resources Earth does share so abundantly…

We are not here to blame, we are here to expose and to show what must stop and why, and how.
And then we stop together and we bring together a New World.
Yes we’ll do it in the physical in a physical way through politics, in a one man one vote election process, bringing through a government process that will manage it into existence. It will take years, and it’ll require discipline, dedication, and continuous Self-Forgiveness, and Self-Honesty, working within the equality equation to make sure one remain dedicated to the mathematical outcome of what is best for all in all ways, always.
That is what Equal Money and Equal Life is all about.

by Bernard Poolman, 2011. Commentary by me.

I am One Vote for a Equal Money System in a Equality World

Join me and start your self forgiveness process today!

2011 Waarom een Derde Wereldoorlog onvermijdelijk is…

2011-08-27T11:21:00.001+02:00

Waarom is een Derde Wereldoorlog onvermijdelijk?
Dit is een kwestie waarin we aan het donderen zijn - snel. Het zal nog jaren duren maar het is nu onvermijdelijk en de wereldmachten bereiden zich hierop voor, als een vanzelfsprekendheid.
Nu moet je kijken naar de praktische problemen waar de wereld voor staat: de helft van de wereld is nu in armoede en steeds meer van de middenklasse gaan richting armoede. Er zijn feitelijk hele generaties die ongeschoold zijn, die niet in staat zijn om voor zichzelf te zorgen en je hebt hele generaties die blootgesteld zijn aan armoede en het escaleert steeds vaker en vaker in geweld en dat zal meer en meer gebeuren - vooral op het Noordelijk Halfrond.
En omdat dat zal gebeuren, is er een onvermijdelijk punt dat werd gedreven, dat we allemaal op een onderbewust en onbewust niveau moeten accepteren: dat de wereld teveel mensen heeft en dat moet verminderd worden en dat die reductie moet plaatsvinden op welke manier dan ook. En dit zal dan de basis zijn voor oorlog.

Fascinerend, wanneer je oorlog en revolutie bestudeert zal je na verloop van tijd opmerken dat oorlog altijd - in de meeste gevallen - gebaseerd is geweest op het punt dat de Elite huurlingen betalen. Dit zal weer gebeuren, maar in dit geval zullen de armen de huurlingen zijn. De armen zullen een oorlog ingaan voor geld, om hun gezin te onderhouden, omdat ze dan een inkomen zullen hebben en uiteraard zal het mooi aangekleed worden; dat je het doet voor je land, en dat je het doet voor vrijheid en voor vrije keuze, voor al dit soort dingen, maar dat is niet echt waarom je het doet. Dat is wat je gelooft waarom je het doet, maar dat is niet hoe het werkelijk in elkaar steekt.

Hoe het werkelijk zit is dat je er niets over te zeggen hebt - je wordt doelbewust hierin gemanipuleerd en onvermijdelijk word je een slachtoffer van je omstandigheden. En de omstandigheden zijn gecreëerd door de mondiale massa: dat is het volk. Er is maar één oplossing hiervoor: als we dit willen stoppen hebben we een duurzame economische oplossing nodig. Eén die gelijk is voor iedereen en één die werkelijk houdbaar is voor de hoeveelheid tijd die nodig is om te heropvoeden en het evenwicht te herstellen in de wanverhoudingen in de samenleving. En het is duidelijk dat het omvangrijke hervorming vereist en een erg goede communicatie wat betreft het geleiden en presenteren van de oplossing.
Dat is een Gelijkheids Geld Systeem binnen een systeem van Gelijkheid.

Vanaf dat we begonnen zijn op de voorgrond te treden om aan te geven dat Wereldoorlog III nu niet langer meer tegengehouden kan worden en dat we erin verzeild raken, en ja, het zal nog jaren duren, werden we onmiddellijk verbannen met al onze belangrijkste kanalen van YouTube. Op dit moment kan ik zelfs niet in Google Plus komen. Ja, er is enorme angst dat mensen uitvinden hoe dit werkelijk in elkaar steekt. En er zijn mensen die beseffen dat deze situatie nu onvermijdelijk is. Uiteraard is dit ook voorgeprogrammeerd. Dat betekent dat het altijd al zo was. Het was onderdeel van de bijbel, het is onderdeel van wat vele zieners hebben aan zien komen. Want het is een automatische voortvloeiing uit polariteit. Het is niet iets dat zo moeilijk is om te ontwerpen. Uiteraard is het ‘hoe’ lichtelijk veranderd omdat er vele veranderingen rond geld hebben plaatsgevonden. En in de samenleving is Geld God en God bepaalt of we wel of niet oorlog voeren. En God heeft bepaalt dat we oorlog moeten voeren want God heeft Geld nodig en er is niet genoeg geld en oorlog creëert veel geld. Dus...

In de komende tijd is er nog steeds een kans om dit misschien te veranderen. We zullen druk uitoefenen en zien wat we kunnen doen wat betreft het creëeren van, of het onder de aandacht brengen van een Gelijkheids Geld Systeem en een Gelijkheids Systeem in de wereld.

Degenen die betrokken zijn in wat Desteni nu al een aantal jaren aan het doen is, zijn zich heel bewust van de omvang van het functioneren van de hersenspoeling; dat het extreem is en gewelddadig en agressief en gemeen en haatdragend en wraakzuchtig. Het is al het mogelijke als gevolg van de hebzucht van de mens.
En vergeet niet dat de begeerte naar... het verlangen om rijk te zijn is ook hebzucht. De begeerte om meer te zijn is hebzucht. Terwijl dit alles GEGEVEN kan worden, gaat iedereen in plaats daarvan uit van een punt van NEMEN. En ziet het als zijn recht, de 'vrijheid' om te nemen moet er zijn. Je begrijpt niet dat als je 'vrij' bent om te nemen: je het van een ander af moet nemen - je zult zo oorlog creëeren, dit is de manier waarop oorlog gecreëerd wordt, door het nemen. En kijk, de banken nemen, de bedrijven nemen... Iedereen is aan het nemen. Niemand geeft...
We hebben een groot, groot probleem in de wereld. Zal er een oplossing worden gevonden? We zullen zien.

Bernard Poolman

Terwijl dit alles GEGEVEN kan worden, gaat iedereen in plaats daarvan uit van een punt van NEMEN.

Voor meer informatie ga naar de Desteni en Equal Money website.

2011 Can you trust your governments to do what’s best for your health?

2011-08-26T12:43:00.001+02:00

NO.
You cannot - the economy and profit of the corporations is much more important than human population health.

EU: Brussels allows tampering with our food

For six long years the European Parliament has discussed food labeling and finally passed the European Food Information Regulation.
“Under the new rules, the energy content and amounts of fat, saturated fat, carbohydrates, sugars, protein and salt must all be stated in a legible tabular form on the packaging, together and in the same field of vision. All this information has to be expressed per 100g or per 100ml. It may also, in addition, be expressed per portion.”

Sounds nice, but still:

this information is not required to be displayed on the front of the package - for all to see with just a glance what’s in it.
And the text will still not be in an easy to read format: the required format of the lettering under the new legislation is 0.9 to 1.2 millimeters – which is not exactly a comfortable size to read.
Appealing pictures and slogans still have priority over mandatory information on the content of the pre-packed food.
The provided information is not comprehensible without scientific knowledge – maybe we all should go for errands with an encyclopedia in our shopping bag? And a magnifier? Ridiculous!

Common sensically you might expect the European Parliament would have reached the conclusion that corporations should be obligated to be crystal clear on what’s in the pre-packed food they want us to consume. That corporations will be obligated to provide simple, to the point, information and NOT be enabled to mislead and overwhelm us consumers with scientifically information that virtually none of us understands.
Instead we get a slightly bigger text…

Foodwatch, a German/Dutch initiative, composed a simple, effective visual way of showing how much sugar, fat and salt a food product contains: traffic-light-labeling – this will assist people in making more health conscious choices and will stimulate consumers to take responsibility for what they are feeding their body with.
British supermarkets have been selling products with traffic light labels since March 2006. Experience shows: Consumers understand traffic light labels – and they understand them quickly and correctly.
This traffic-light-labeling proposal by Foodwatch has been completely ignored by the European Parliament. The food lobby’s strategy during years of struggle behind the scenes has paid off: they are allowed to continue misleading and confusing potential customers. Money has, once again, prevailed – at the expense of human life.
So NO
You cannot trust your government to do what is best for your health - the economy and profit of the corporations is much more important than human population health.

Equal Money System and Healthy Food

In an Equal Money System there is just one principle that will prevail: What is Best for All and of course our health will always be of importance, always – profit making will no longer exist. Deception will no longer exist. Food labeling – if necessary – will be clear and for our convenience. There will be no additives in our food just for the sake of dressing it up, to seduce us to consume. The whole food industry as it exist right now will be no more.
Diseases and death due to too much unhealthy food will cease to exist. Diseases and death due to little or no food at all will cease to exist. All will have plenty of healthy food: we share the abundance the Earth shares with us.
Equal Money is the art of sharing equally.
For more information visit us at Equal Money

About Foodwatch:
“Foodwatch is a non-profit and independent organisation that draws public attention to practices in the food industry that are not in the interests of consumers. Foodwatch fights for the right of consumers to honestly know what they are buying and to enjoy good food that is healthy and uncontaminated.”

sources:
EU - New food labelling
Traffic lights. Colour your food!
Monsanto’s New Attack on Your Plate
Knoeien met eten mag van Brussel
Europese instellingen vinden na drie jaar compromis over voedseletiketten
Voedselverpakkingen worden duidelijker en informatiever
Nieuwe EU regels voor voedseletiketten
about Bart van Opzeeland and Foodwatch Netherlands (Dutch)

Guideline to how to stop YouTube’s censorship

2011-08-19T00:30:00.001+02:00

How to report a video:
1. Click on the 'thumbs-down' button.
2. This will give you the option to 'report this video as inappropriate'
3. Now click on 'select a reason' -- which will open a drop down bar of options -- select the option that is right for you and you will notice some options open up again to the right with more options.
4. Lastly click on the 'Flag this video' button -- and you are done!

World War 3 we are heading for!

2011-08-10T15:54:00.001+02:00

YouTube proves Free Speech does not exist–unless you have money…

2011-08-10T15:22:00.001+02:00

2011 Practical Common Sense for Parents: Protecting

2011-07-31T18:06:00.006+02:00

Through the years as a mother, I’ve observed many other parents handling their child. Two types of conspicuously behavior I’ve noticed are:

The parent that isn’t protecting the child against danger in any way
The parent that is overprotective

The first group lets their child play outside, on the streets, without any supervision or guidance.
I’ve seen this happen – the 3 year old running towards the highway; the 5 year old alone in the streets at night, in the dark; the 4 year old playing in the lake on a sunny day while mom is all consumed by her book and sun bathing, not paying any attention to her child heading towards deeper water.
Just some of the many examples.
It’s obvious this is not correct custodianship of a child. The child has no clue yet of the dangers of traffic, or deep water or pedophiles – the adult is the one to set boundaries and/or constant supervision in these situations.
Especially when the child is very young, constant supervision is necessary when playing outside. And I mean supervision, not constantly intervene – but just be there to intervene when there is real actual danger. Be there but do not participate all the time: let the child find his way and investigate his surroundings by itself.
Inside the home, presumed the parent has taking all precautionary measures (like placing the poisonousness household things out of reach) the child needs less protection.
Setting boundaries is not about installing fear. Explain the child the danger in a calm voice, show him by actually pointing out the physical objects, do not just use words, but include the physical objects.

The second group, the overprotective parents, well, let’s see with an example:
The child is enjoying himself biking on the pavement. There is a small object on his path, and the child bumps into it and he falls with his bike. He is upset because of the unexpected accident and his knee hurts – so he expresses himself by crying.
The parent hurries to the child and is all ‘oh my, how terrible!‘ and blames the pavement, the object, the biking, other children - makes a big fuss; taking the child immediately out of the situation inside the house.
In reaction to his parent’s behavior the child starts to cry even louder and feels very sorry for himself.
In this situation

He is taught that when he hurts himself he is entitled to feel sorry for himself and blame the circumstances. Within this the child is shown he is not responsible for what he experiences – while he is of course. It is a simple 1+1=2 situation: you bump into an object –> you fall –> you hurt (you cry for a moment). Period. That’s reality. Basic Common Sense. The law of physicality.
Do not create and attach emotions like fear, pity, anger etc to the event. Do not transfer your fear of dangers in the reality of earth to the child. It is just that: he falls, he hurts, he cries for a moment.
The child simply learns: when there is an object I go around it with my bike.
He is taught he is special: something like this should not happen to him – by the parent making such a fuss about it and immediately taking him out of the situation into the home. The child is not special: he simply experienced the law of physicality like everybody does – when you fall on the pavement, you hurt yourself. Denying your child the opportunity to deal with the situation in common sense is actually quite abusive towards the child: it will start to experience the world more and more through his mind – instead of through what is actually here: the physical. The mind is abusive – always – to oneself and to others.

Recommended Watch:

The Sins of the Mothers

Family and its Abuse

Is it Child Abuse to force a child to Pray?

Why Children as Adults end up totally Disliking their Parents

children, Desteni, education, Family Construct, guidelines to Equality, how to, know how, nurture, parent, parent(ing), parenting, protection, raising, rearing, research, upbringing, adults, common sense

2011 Norwegian Tragedy: Anders Breivik and Geert Wilders - July 2011

2011-07-27T20:30:00.001+02:00

Just a few days after the horrible killing incident in Norway by Anders Breivik who shot dead 76 human beings in Norway on Friday, in the Netherlands a discussion bursts out where Dutch politicians and society are fingerpointing at Geert Wilders – a Dutch Islamofobic politician that has drawn world wide attention to himself because of his bold and wild statements on Islam.
Anders Breivik mentions Geert Wilders 30 times in his 1,500 page manifesto in which he expounds on his ideas. Breivik praises Wilders and his political Party for Freedom (PVV).
Now people reckon Geert Wilders might be indirectly responsible for the attacks committed by Anders Breivik.
No one seems to realize – or wants to realize – we are ALL to blame for what happened in Norway. By participating and allowing this system we live in and as. By building our society on ideas, opinions, self interest, money and with that divide humanity – in anti en pro, in foes and friends. Not ever considering the best interest of humanity as one body. We ARE one body - although we do not (want to) realize this and prefer to live the illusion that we are separate parts, individual persons, individual countries, individual continents – divided in and by self interest. We are our own worst enemy – personified in Anders Breivik.
Anders Breivik is the product of us all – equally. He represents what we all stand for – equally: HELL on Earth.

Join me, and many others, in stopping our participation in the current abusive system – and create a New World: Heaven on Earth as representation of who we really are.
For more information visit:
http://desteni.co.za and forum
http://equalmoney.org
http://desteniiprocess.com

Is every Terrorist a Bad Person?

Recommended read:
Is every terrorist a bad person? by Greg Wiater

Oslo Terrorist: Thought Policing on YouTube and FaceBook will prevent atrocities

Recommended watch:

sources:

You can download Anders Behring Breivik Manifesto here (with thanks to bestgore.com)
Associated Press: Excerpts from Norway gunman's manifesto
http://www.dutchnews.nl/columns/2011/07/what_the_papers_say_links_betw.php

2011 Desteni an anti-Semitic Hitler loving Nazi-group?

2011-07-13T17:39:00.001+02:00

There are ‘Desteni-Haters’ that argue that Desteni is an anti-Semitic Hitler loving Nazi group.
They absolutely would like to eradicate the Desteni group from the face of the earth – so they say.
Without any evidence or even a sound base for this accusation - they merely use this as an excuse to soak themselves in hateful vicious words and spit them out into the world. They have no problem whatsoever with deliberately telling lies and spreading evil rumors - for the sake of spreading HATE
Nah – this remembers me of what Hitler and his Nazi's did: spreading lies and evil rumors about the Jews. Hitler raised the German minds potential of Hate – projected on the Jews as scapegoat.
In similar way these Desteni-Haters are trying to infect other people minds with Hate – projecting lies and evil rumors about the Desteni group. Scapegoating Desteni...
Desteni a Hitler loving Nazi group?!?!
Tell me – who are the real Nazi-look-a-likes here?!

Desteni Haters Cult

These Haters created a cult of their own – the Anti Desteni Hate Cult.
Finding meaning in plotting and conspiring in a like-minded group – CULTivating their hateful minds.
Is this fulfilling their deep rooted need to belong? Are they lost without their Hate Group? mmm yeah I think so.
Any argument these persons bring up in their petty efforts to discredit Desteni as an anti-Semitic Hitler loving Nazi-group – are completely groundless – based on assumptions, false interpretation and manipulation of words.
They - for instance - “quote” some words – but out of context – which in itself is already quite manipulative and deceitful – and then jump to ‘conclusions’ – and present this as ‘facts’ . They never bother to investigate properly but pretend they know it all – while in fact: they ‘know nil.

Don’t allow yourself to be infected by this Cult of Haters. Investigate for yourself what Desteni stands for: Equality for All – the end of suffering for All. A new world where all beings are free and able to express themselves freely. Heaven on Earth – beings taking care of each other, doing to each other what each wants to be done to himself.

2011 Writing Your Self to Freedom–a Dare

2011-06-25T12:55:00.001+02:00

I’ve always enjoyed writing.
The physical act of writing with pen on paper; the soft sound of the pen moving over the paper, the smell of the paper, especially when the paper is brand new, has always been a source of quiet delight for me.
But most of all: the silent moments of intimacy with myself. Writing down my innermost private thoughts and feelings – revealing what is actually going on in myself. Catching the thoughts and feelings and emotions that I did not notice, or was not willing to see, during the day or event.
For instance when overreacting to someone’s words to me, me being hurt and angry about it, but not able to point out what exactly was upsetting me: I then just started writing, all of it – my thoughts, my backchat, name calling, previous experiences like that or with the person, crying, feeling sorry for myself, blaming myself, desiring revenge: ranting and raving - I never withheld: all the turmoil in me I’d let out on paper.
And then there it was, right in front of me, on paper: the content of my mind – all the funny, endearing and ugly details of it.
During the writing out I usually had ‘Aha! ’moments – this is what is playing out! Then I laughed: is it that simple?! – because of all the turmoil in my head I hadn’t been able to see clearly.
Writing your minds rollercoaster out on paper has two obvious merits:

Letting out all the minds turmoil out of your head – so you have some quiet in there – to be able to see more clearly
The content is there right in front of you, in writing, and you have a clear view of what is actually going on in yourself, in your mind. You gain insight in your patterns, in your fears, insecurities, in what you believe yourself to be, what you believe others to be, and so on. From this insight you are clearly able to be more effective in your life.

Four years ago I stumbled upon Desteni and began participating. A primary Desteni tool is writing – Writing Yourself to Freedom. I immediately recognized this as a very effective tool - given my experience with writing.
Writing yourself to Freedom is about revealing all realms in yourself – being brutally honest. Being Self Honest is quite a dare: we tend to only want to think nice thoughts about ourselves and flinch from our innermost deep ‘darker’ realm of thoughts, feelings and emotions.
Combined with the other Desteni tools, like Self Forgiveness, Self Corrective Application, Mind Constructs etc. is Writing Yourself to Freedom a powerful tool: Naming the game that you are. Deconstructing the game. And finally: you directing you; you scripting yourself.

Testimonials by other Writers

Writing yourself to freedom is an act of self respect, self insight, self intimacy, self love – all the things we could have ever wanted from another – we are able to give to ourselves as we give ourselves back to ourselves through writing our self forgiveness. Writing yourself to freedom is not only an act of standing for yourself, but for all life.

Adrian see article

Writing has been and is the ultimate key to self!
Why do we Destonians emphasise on writing as much as we do?
It’s already within the very act of writing, to actually sit oneself down with pen and paper/laptop already implies that one is taking oneself -even if this only for a moment -into consideration! Expressing gratefulness for self through a real physical action, writing!
Jozien see article

So – I can definitely say that through writing I discovered all he forgotten parts of myself – I actually experienced it like that – like an inner journey, and it was the most liberating experience I had had in my life as well, because as I would write I would also ‘release’ the suppressed emotions/memories that were controlling me.
Gabriël see article

In my process of release myself from my pre-programmed way of living, I use writing to show me to me so that I am able to identify the points where I am not 'the self-aware driver' of myself, and then I use self-forgiveness to disengage/release myself from the patterns which do not serve me and which do not fall within the principle of what is best for all - they only exist to keep me enslaved.
Rozelle see article

When writing yourself you Anything is Hidden - you can see everything of You there, because is also, like I have experienced - a physical action that is not guided fully by the Mind and is amazing how you can write things that were very hidden or you wouldn´t have talked to anyone else but with yourself, and there you can observe what you are accepting and allowing within yourself to create abuse in the World.
Jessie see article

I write nearly everyday. It is rare that there is a day that I do not write. Sometimes on paper with a pen, sometimes on the computer. Sometimes a blog, or an insight, or a question, or self forgiveness, or reporting on world events, or an e-mail, or observations, anything and all things.
Andrew see article

What I have discovered within my process of writing myself to freedom, is that what I do in this world, how I participate, what I speak, how I interact with other beings, is always One and Equal to Who I Am.
And, within writing myself to freedom, I can always see exactly where / from whom I've 'gotten' the information as definitions which shape 'who I am', and thus 'what I do'.
Matti   see article

I use writing as a way to put myself out in front of me, like uncoiling a spring, stretching myself out over the page to see where I am at and where I may need work. This is cool because you can open up points that normally never get addressed within daily life.
Garbrielle see article

It will become clear when you write, what experiences it is that you’ve been carrying upon during your day, what thoughts triggered these experiences, and also how you accepted and allowed yourself to believe that these inner events actually are real and have power over you. You’ll start to see, as I have, what is actual reality and what is the non-sense of the mind.
Viktor   see article

It has supported me in 'letting go' of the shit that mulls around in my head. Thoughts that I allow to cause reactions within me - anxieties, worries fears, even just voices that I for so long believed were me. Writing them out allows me to take back my power.
Kristina   see article

2011 Freedom of Religion vs Animal Suffering–continued

2011-06-23T01:50:00.001+02:00

Last week there was a hearing in Dutch Parliament on yes or no implement an absolute ban on animals being slaughtered without anaesthetizing the animals first. Although Dutch and European laws generally prohibit slaughter without stunning, exception is granted to ritual slaughter, practiced by parts of the Jewish and Muslim communities.
There is indignant opposition by Jewish and Islamic congregation; they insist on this needless suffering of the animal – to practice their religious need for ritualistic cruelty. They are supported by our Christian political parties – because of the so highly regarded Freedom of Religion.

The Party for the Animals (yes, we have a political party that voices the rights of animals – quite unique) introduced this bill into Parliament and the final vote will be in July. Chances are this new law will pass.
In my previous blog on this matter |see here| I’ve made my stance in this very clear: Freedom of Religion or whatever freedom, never, NEVER, means you can do whatever you want at the expense of other living beings – animals included.

So, the hearing:
Chief Rabbi Jonathan Sacks, who especially flew in from London to represent the Jewish community, stated the Jewish method of slaughter is more secure because it is not done by machines but by human hand. He might have a point there – but then again not: it is the human that is capable of extreme torture and animal abuse, like the reports and video’s on how cruel animals in Indonesian slaughter houses are treated (just one of many, many examples of the human hand treatment). So no – not a valid argument.

Another of his arguments against such a law is that ‘it isn’t scientifically proven that animals suffer more when not anaesthetized’. Well, WTF!!!, how does one need scientific proof when it is a simple common sense fact! When you yourself are going to be slaughtered, would you prefer your throat being cut without anaesthetic suffocating in your blood for minutes? Or would you prefer to be shot in the head? I know I would prefer the bullet. Why did no one ask him?

Next: It isn’t scientifically proven animals experience pain like we humans do. (An argument to enfeeble the scientific proof animals suffer more and longer when slaughtered the ritualistic way). No we do not know that – for all I know animals could experience pain more intense – so that would be – again - an argument against ritualistic slaughter. (*it is very likely animals experience pain like we do: aren’t we all the same flesh and blood?)

Another argument against: it does happen when animals are being anaesthetized things go wrong and the animal suffers extremely in spite of or due to anaesthetizing. Of course, this is horrific and we as human beings should make sure this doesn’t happen – but I fail to see how this is an argument? It is merely an argument to intensify the inspection of the slaughter houses – to make sure the anaesthetizing is done effectively.
Furthermore – as the video embedded below shows – also with ritualistic slaughter things go wrong and the animals are clearly NOT ‘respectfully killed’ as claimed by him.
*NEWS* the law has passed – but already they are discussing ‘exceptions’ again Unfortunately the law didn't pass after all...

Animals are our Equals

I am sad we even have to discuss this in Parliament – it should be a given fact we will not allow and accept animals to suffer in any way whatsoever.
I am not discussing whether we should or should not eat meat; I am discussing the by us all allowed and accepted stance – that we humans are superior to animals and therefore have the right to do as we please. Nowhere the integrity of the animal itself is discussed. Nowhere our supposed superiority is discussed. It isn’t just the Jewish or Muslim religion that places humans above the animal; through our own Christian roots we too have allowed the programmed conviction that ‘God gave us the animal to serve us’. Atheist, vegetarian, spiritualist, intellectual, new ager… not just the church going religious people. Even animal lovers believe this to be true. When dare we finally question this deep-seated conviction? When dare we finally see and comprehend that animals are our EQUALS – how unbearable ashamed will we be of ourselves...

The Jewish spokesman referred to WOII where the right to ritualistic slaughter was also forbidden – as an omen. I like to remind the Jewish people how animals are treated by us, we act like the Nazi’s, currently and in the past… there is quite a resemblance.

Ritualistic Slaughter – video

There is some shocking footage in this video - but hey, we do allow this to happen to animals, so then you should be brave enough to look at what we allow.

partially Dutch spoken

sources:
Wikipedia Ritual Slaughter
http://www.trouw.nl/tr/nl/5091/Religie/article/detail/2445575/2011/06/16/TNO-Bewijs-tegen-rituele-slacht-rammelt.dhtml
http://nieuwsuur.nl/onderwerp/248789-wel-of-geen-verbod-op-rituele-slacht.html
http://nos.nl/artikel/248790-verbod-ritueel-slachten-bedreigt-joodse-geloof.html

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2011 Happiness–redefining the word Happiness

2011-06-17T13:30:00.003+02:00

Old definition of Happiness

I used to define feeling happy as a state of exaltation – singing, dancing, jumping as an outlet for my happiness-energy – because it was all ‘too much’ to hold in, too much for such a tiny body. I felt like ‘bursting’, so I had to move my body – in dancing or jumping or running. I felt like standing on the top of my toes – ready to lift off to heaven :) As the opposite polarity of misery – where I felt very low, like wriggling on the ground, like a worm.
Growing older I felt this energetic state was just tiresome and had no lasting meaning at all. I realized that the moments I now defined as me being happy are the moments I feel at peace with myself and quietly enjoying the moments of intimacy with myself. So I define happiness as ‘contentment’ nowadays: moments of being in peace and intimacy with myself, characterized by the absence of inner-movement.

Dictionary

Noun: happiness
1. State of well-being characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy
2. Emotions experienced when in a state of well-being
Happy: late 14c., "lucky, favored by fortune, prosperous;" of events, "turning out well," from hap (n.) "chance, fortune" + -y(2). Sense of "very glad" first recorded late 14c. Ousted O.E. eadig (from ead "wealth, riches") and gesælig, which has become silly. Meaning "greatly pleased and content" is from 1520s. O.E. bliðe "happy" survives as blithe. From Greek to Irish, a great majority of the European words for "happy" at first meant "lucky." An exception is Welsh, where the word used first meant "wise."

Sounding

Hap-py
In Dutch ‘hap’ means ‘a bite’ – so taking a bite from the pie (hap-pie).Like in having a bite in the birthday cake. Which implies there is an end to the fun, a beginning and an end to happiness, just like the birthday cake when eaten all of it - happiness is limited.
Hap: 1. one's luck or lot. 2. an occurrence, happening, or accident.
Happen: by coincidence
Happiness is something that ‘happens’ to you – which is not true: it is always you that creates the experience of ‘feeling happy’, but by defining it as something that happens to you, it is placed as an outer source with power over you.
Happiness – pine-ss: pine away=languish away (wegkwijnen)/pine after=long for/pine=regret. That’s funny – I’ve always experienced in my moments of extreme happiness at the core of it: sadness also – at the same time. Like happiness and sadness are one and the same. Also some fear and regret this happiness will be over any moment now.
Contentment – the Dutch word is: tevredenheid – which holds the word ‘vrede’=peace. It also holds the word ‘reden’=reason. So happy with or without a reason. Self-contented: the content of self; intimate with self.

New definition

Happiness is the experience of me being in peace/intimate with myself, characterized by the absence of inner-movement

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2011 Misery–redefining the word Misery

2011-06-14T16:55:00.001+02:00

How I used to define Misery

When feeling miserable - in misery - I experience myself as ‘low’, like in literally or metaphorically wriggling on the floor from grief and distress – an everlasting experience so it seems to me (although eventually this state always ends). When in this ‘miserable’ state I usually have thoughts like: this is who I really am, this is the truth of me: a miserable being – please shoot me.

Dictionary definition of Misery

Noun: misery

A state of ill-being due to affliction or misfortune
A feeling of intense unhappiness

late 14c., "condition of external unhappiness," from O.Fr. miserie (12c.), from L. miseria "wretchedness," from miser . Meaning "condition of one in great sorrow or mental distress" is from 1530s. Meaning "bodily pain" is 1825, Amer.Eng.

Sounding of the word Misery

Mis–ery
Missing something (being happy) but this is actually in reverse - misery is a state where there is added something to a neutral, stable state of being (=being Here in Breath) – by thoughts and corresponding emotions (the mind) which causes a person to experience ‘being miserable’.
So transformed: in misery I am missing me in a neutral stable state of being (which is: not being identified with mind)

Re-definition of the word Misery

Misery is the experience of me missing the point of me being Here in Breath as stable and unconditional embrace of what is Here in actuality.

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2011 Orangutans: from solitaire to social creatures

2011-06-08T17:19:00.001+02:00

Orangutans live a more solitary lifestyle than the other great apes. There is no social bonding other than between mothers and their dependent and weaned offspring. Adult males and independent adolescents of both sexes tend to live alone.
Not on Orangutan Island in Borneo though. This is the home of many orphaned Orangutan youngsters – re-introduced in the wild by Nyaru Menteng Orangutan Rescue and Rehabilitation Center, led by Lone Droscher-Nielsen and her team.

Due to illegal logging the Bornean orangutans' last stronghold in the wild is rapidly destroyed — leaving hundreds of orangutan babies orphaned and homeless.
Several of these orphaned orangutan babies are taken in by Lone Droscher-Nielsen and attend the Orangutan School and get a real life education in how to be an orangutan. When done with the first phase of learning they are transferred to live wild on a protected island: Orangutan Island. They do no longer interact with humans – apart from once a day being provided with food.

The youngsters live in a group and interact and show they are social creatures instead of solitaires because they have a constant food supply. When there is enough food these assumed to be solitaire living creatures by nature, start to form bonds, befriend, support and groom each other, quarrel and make up again = become social creatures.
So when ‘survival’ is taken out of the equation by a constant food supply with enough food for every individual orangutan their ‘natural’ behavior changes: from solitaire living to social creatures. What is ‘natural’ behavior then if it is initiated by lack of food and stopped by abundance of food?

Wouldn’t this also apply to humans, being so closely related to the great apes? If we would be sure of all our basic needs being taken care of (food, housing, clothes, medical care, education) from birth to death, fear of survival taken out of the equation; wouldn’t we eventually relax and start enjoying ourselves and each other, Life?
Our starting point in living life would drastically change from fear to joy, from abiding to restricting rules to expressing ourselves freely, from fighting each other to supporting each other, from being greedy to sharing in abundance, from being alone to all-one…

Utopia? No!
Establishing Heaven on Earth is not utopia – it is within reach with Desteni’s Equal Money System where all resources are shared equally: no millionaires anymore – just winners: all of us. With the implantation of an Equal Money System all humans world wide can start deprogramming their human ‘nature’ of fear and greed and re-invent what and who they are for real.
Join us in establishing A New World in Equality for All, humans, animals, bugs – all creatures great and small! see for more info http://equalmoney.org and the Desteni website

Orangutan Island - Self-Comforting Behavior

Arun's "gummy lips," Bonita's finger-sucking and Jupiter's leaf pacifier are self-comforting behaviors unique to these orangutans.

Orangutan Island - The Milk Bucket

One treat always attracts a crowd on Orangutan Island: the milk bucket. Sparks fly when Saturnus and Jordan battle over the much-coveted possession.

click here for more video’s on Orangutan Island

sources:
indepent.co.uk, Animal Planet, Wikipedia

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May 2011: Extreme Drought in North-Western Europe

2011-05-26T15:58:00.001+02:00

At this very moment we experience a period of extreme drought in North-Western Europe – dryer than ever before. In the year 1976 there was also extreme drought but that record is already broken by 2011’s drought, with still a month to go before the end of spring.

This extreme drought is caused by lack of rain, sun, wind and high temperatures.

In South Europe on the other hand it is an extreme wet season.

Weather men report that extreme weather conditions will occur more and more because of climate change. There will be long lasting periods of extreme drought and long lasting periods of extreme rainfall.
Last year for instance, there has been extreme rainfall with extreme floods in Austria and Hungarian.*

Rainfall Deficiency in The Netherlands*:

red line = 1976 – the former record of extreme drought.
black line = 2011

Weather Unleashed

No doubt the Weather is changing and we have no clue what will happen and how hard we will be hit or when – but it will happen. Earthquake, hurricane, floods, tsunami, drought? Or maybe all… What will it bring? We’ll have to see.

15 Jan 2009 Interview with Weather on Desteni Open Forum

Weather:

“How we used to create and manifest storms and what storms really consisted of and existed as was: they take all of humanity’s emotional and feelings shit sucking it up into pockets into the atmosphere. And then with the atmosphere and the emotional energetic charges we create and manifest storms.”

“…it used to operate as a system, storms and certain weather pattern manifestations would occur at certain times specific places according to the emotional energetic charge release of a certain parts of humanity.”

This is how it was. Now everything has changed. Before the storms were kind a like an outlet for all the 'overflow' of human created energetic surplus, created by emotional feeling and energetic charges of the physical of the human, programmed systematic weather. By the removal of The White Light everything has changed. We are on our own now. What will happen with the weather now it is out of the control of the system? Now that it is unleashed? Unpredictable, because the old preprogrammed rules we were familiar with, are no longer valid.

Basically the weather is no longer supporting our ways of the mind: we are on our own now – no more release of emotional and feeling shit other than by ourselves.

Weather:

“So basically the effect that we will be having, beings will become emotional and feeling wreaked basically will become uncontrollable from the perspective that you’ll go mad you’ll go insane with to regards ‘ what you are feeling what you are experiencing’ inside yourself because we are not being a slave supporting the mind any more.”

So it is now up to us:

Weather:

“The system human beings each one must take that part onto themselves and let go of your pre programmed manifested design and start creating and expressing you by yourself.”

Educate yourself on the changes we and our current world, the Earth, Nature and the animal kingdom are going through at the Desteni Forum

Assist and support yourself in letting go of your preprogrammed manifested design and Birth yourself as Life with the DesteniiProcess courses

And Earn while you Learn with the Desteni Income Plan!

sources: John Bernard, KNMI, Desteni: Interview with Weather

"We are facing the possibility of widespread drought in the coming decades, but this has yet to be fully recognized by both the public and the climate change research community," AFP quoted Aiguo Dai, the lead scientist with the National Center for Atmospheric Research (NCAR)”

http://www.presstv.ir/detail/147456.html

2011 Practical Parenting in Common Sense: showing Responsibility

2011-05-20T10:26:00.000+02:00

Abdicating our responsibility is number 1 epidemic disease in our human world.
Is it common sense to blame the table when you yourself walk into it and hurt yourself?
No, it isn’t.
So don’t teach your child to blame objects for pain they inflicted on themselves - by bumping into the table for instance. Do not teach your child to abdicate responsibility for his actions by blaming the table for it.
If your kid drops something, do not allow him to state: oh it dropped! No, your child dropped it, he did it – it didn’t drop out of itself.
Point out to your child: ‘no, it didn’t drop out of itself – you dropped it, didn’t you?’
Basic Common Sense.

Be gentle but firm when you point things out to your child. You can do self forgiveness with your child, out loud or do it for your child when it is refusing to or too small to speak.
Like: I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame the table for hurting myself by bumping into it, while it is not the table that did this but me by being in and of the mind and therefore I was not Here present in my body and reality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to abdicate responsibility for the dropping of [object] by stating it dropped by itself – instead of realizing it is me that dropped the [object].
It is not to blame the child for abdicating responsibility or dropping the object, but to show it what is Here, what is real and to show, of course also by example, always, how to take responsibility for himself, his actions, his words.
So: I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame myself for dropping the [object] and to blame myself for blaming the [object]. And so on.
Have fun!

Honesty is a virtue–Self Honesty IS

2011-05-09T15:23:00.002+02:00

For as long as I can remember I have always been a very honest girl, young woman and adult – for the major part of my life I defined myself as ‘a very honest person’.

And with ‘honest person’ I mean I would never steal or keep money or objects I found, for myself. Or when in shops I was returned too much change – I’d point it out. And really this happened quite some times to me; I’m talking big money also – like 100 euro. I was always like doing what I wanted others to do to me. People were always very grateful – but one time when I was treated like dirt and yelled at, like it was my fault (I was upset ‘of course’ and in spitefulness wished I had kept the money). I never felt comfortable with the gratitude either because I felt my behaviour was ‘normal’ and expected others to act the same.

Sounds good, doesn’t it ?!

Ok – reviewing this part in Self Honesty:

I have to admit I really did get an ego boost out of being honest because I valued myself as ‘very honest’ person – and I liked to be seen as that. So I was ‘a very honest person’ as a personality I preferred. Stepping out of this picture I can define myself as the opposite: ‘a very dishonest person’ and get an equal ego boost out of it. And get away with your money, lol.

Later on in life I learned how to tell ‘little lies’ like to not hurt feelings and stuff. I wasn’t quite ok with that but I could see that always telling exactly what I was thinking for real – was not always preferable. Why hurt someone when a ‘little lie’ is a so much nicer act? Social life became complicated however, because now I had to keep some kind of record of all my ‘little lies’ of course.

Also the point of being honest at all cost – like in cheating your partner for instance – when remaining silent prevents a lot of grief and more – when the ‘cheating’ in itself was no big deal at all? Being brutally honest at all cost is not such a virtue, I figured.

Reviewing this part in Self Honesty:

telling ‘little lies’ I do out of self interest; I do not want to be bothered by ‘others feelings that get hurt’ and I do not want to have to deal with that. I am not interested in feelings of others actually – I just want things to go my way. I’ll tell you these little lies because I do not want you to turn against me – I might need you one day.

And I do not want to feel guilty either – so I prefer to tell little lies, so my life is easier.

Not telling my partner the truth about me cheating on him – well, I did not want to lose him before I decided I wanted to get rid of him – lol – so that’s how honest I am for real.

Just two examples out of my ‘honest’ life. Being honest with myself – self honest – is so much more truthfully. All other honesty, but self honesty, is Deceit and Abuse.

Get Self Honest – and treat others like you want to be treated – in self honesty.

My pathway to Desteni

2011-05-07T23:02:00.002+02:00

About 4 years ago I stumbled upon Desteni Youtube video’s. I was looking for video’s on Edgar Cayce I think it was – I was into research of the After Life. So I watched this video where this strange young boy spoke words like an adult. Kind of creepy, but also fascinating. I looked up their website and I was still a bit spooked out – especially because of the messages of Dearly Departed that were there at the time. Lol – I was into research of the After Life because I feared it.
But let me start with my life prior to Desteni.

I’ve been always questioning things, life at it was. I was never into career making, or starting a family and have kids. There had to be more to life I figured – I hoped for actually – because the way things were, well, not really satisfying to me.

In my twenties I came in contact with the teachings of Bhagwan Shri Rajneesh, nowadays known as Osho. A period of continuously reading his books and watching his video’s – I was so excited! Finally there were answers to my questions!
Then I started attending Rajneesh workshops in the Rajneesh communes here in the Netherlands, meditated and ‘fell in love’ with Bhagwan. Quite a special event for me – experiencing this ‘bridge’ opening in me towards him and vice versa.
I never felt the need for going to India because of experiencing myself in direct contact with Osho – so I never met him in the flesh.
At the age of 28 I became his sannyasin – I wore red clothes and a mala (a chain of wooden beads with a photo of Bhagwan as a reminder of what it meant to be a sannyasin). From this moment on I became kind of public property: people obviously felt they have the right of attacking me with words but also physical. Quite an experience!
The day Osho died (at that time he already called himself Osho) I felt I will no longer be wearing these red clothes – because I did not want to be part of a community following the words of a dead master. Of course I still was a sannyasin in heart and soul – but not visible on the outside any longer.
My time as a sannyasin so far is the most exciting time in my life – because of the answers I found, because of the process I was in and because I learnt how to celebrate – myself, life. I freed myself of a lot of chains. One question however was never answered satisfactorily: how about all the suffering in the world? Osho’s view was one of karma – all the starving people were paying karma. For awhile I considered this a truthful answer – but not entirely. Obviously, like Osho himself states after his death, he missed the point of Oneness and Equality during his teachings here on earth.
I started focussing on other sources. I attended quite some weekend-workshops from all kinds of ‘movements’, therapies etc. I really don’t remember it all :) Still looking for ways, methods to free myself from Ego. I’ve read numerous books on Enlightenment from a divers group of ‘Masters’.

At one point in my life, in my thirties, I came in contact with Avatar® – the next step in my life so far to be of great influence. This was an extensive training in recognizing myself as the creator of all I was experiencing. I am the source! I learned how to use these tools effectively and freed myself of a lot of stuff and trained myself into taking responsibility for my creations. I learned how to step in and out my creations (pictures), how to stop identifying myself with my creations. This is how the Avatar training was beneficial to me.
The students were encouraged to, after deletion of a belief, to create another, more ‘positive’, ‘suiting’ belief – but I never did that. I just wanted to free myself of believes – not creating new ones. Besides that I had no idea of what I would have to create: a job? a career? a happy life? no, not interested :)
I will not write about what is ‘wrong with the picture of Avatar®” – I just took out what was useful to me. Again the question rose: what about the rest of the world? I figured all I could contribute was working on myself and hope I would cause a ripple effect. I was still under the ‘soul’ delusion I was here to learn and would have many lives to come.
The training and tools in itself were very effective to step out of mind – a couple of years training resulting in me being not of the mind: stable, in breath (I used the breath as a tool) and ‘grounded’ here and now.

This period of not being of the mind lasted a couple of months, I think – don’t remember. Then I became pregnant – age 42 – and I lost myself in the mind once again – due to many unresolved childhood stuff that surfaced. The pregnancy period and the years after that – well, I was totally in survival mode once again. Not the best period in my life regarding ‘process’; however I did learn about myself as a mother in difficult times. I managed and now I know I can simply stand and do what has to be done. I have the power.
My kid grew up and little by little I got more time to spend on myself. The urge to investigate After Life popped up again – after my Dad died this question became quite relevant to me.

I did research by reading and discussing the books of Jozef Rulof – a physic and trance or spirit medium. He channeled about thirty books about life, death, and the hereafter. His spirit visited the heavens and hells. Very intriguing books and they picture the heavens and hells exactly as Desteni (I found out later) with the difference that Jozef Rulof did not, like Desteni, see through the illusion created by the White Light. Probably because he didn’t visit heavens and hells on his own, but guided and fuelled by the White Light construct.
Anyway, my fear of death did diminish extensively – because I would go to heaven and have my house there and everything would be so very heavenly!
In a sense I returned to Christianity – because of these writings. A sort of coming home; as a child I was quite religious, much more than my parents :) I loved Jesus but feared God with his all seeing eye and hellish punishment.
But again: through the books the message was sent that people living in bad situations (like starving) had to pay a debt (karma) and that we were not to worry about them.

So, back to the point were I started this writing: looking for video’s on physics on YouTube and stumbling upon this one Desteni video – the first of many. The third step in my life of great influence.
It was quite devastating to let go of my idea of going to heaven when I die and ‘it will be good to be there’; to find out there is no God – just Anu. That we humans were no more than batteries to fuel heavens and hells. That all suffering I myself had gone through, and all of existence gone and is going through – has no other use than feeding the White Light construct! How cruel!
Quite devastating to find out the truth of existence and the programming of mind; that we are just living robots, zombies, consisting of thoughts, emotions and feelings only!
Surely I had my periods of wanting to turn my back on the Desteni message, but I always returned – because of the undeniable common sense Desteni showed me. I was actually already beyond ‘the point of no return’ – the truth staring me in the face, I was not able to deceive myself into oblivion again.
Besides that: at Desteni I found the answer to “what about the rest of the World, the starving people, the animals abused by us?” Just sitting on my ass meditating and deleting beliefs – really that is not enough!
Surely I have to ‘clean up my house’, stop my participation in the mind – like all human beings have to: now or in the near future. The DesteniiProcess courses covers the dismantling of our participation in the Mind.
Of major importance is that Desteni offers the Solution to all the suffering in the world – unlike all these guru’s and spirituality-movements! So I am actively participating in bringing the Solution into reality. For Equality for All to be established the first step is the implementation of an Equal Money System – where all suffering ends and us building a new world in Equality begins. I am proud to be a part of the Solution.
Thanks for reading.

Predator and Prey: men and women

2011-05-01T15:35:00.001+02:00

Yesterday I was visiting a friend of mine. She and her daughter were quite upset because of the daughter – a beautiful 16 years old girl, kind of timid, quiet personality – was harassed by men, two nights at a row. With the guys yelling at her and one of them even following her by car, trying to trap her in a corner. She managed to escape.

I got so angry! History repeating itself. There are so many memories of the same happening to me, and my friend also has quite some disturbing memories. From very young age up till now. I am 55 years of age today and although such things aren’t occurring anymore because I am not seen as ‘attractive’ to men in general no longer – I still do not feel safe out there: out of ‘life time programming’.

I’ve realized many years ago already: I have never allowed myself to express myself fully when in the presence of men. From small things like ‘keeping my legs closed’ when in male company to not fully expressing myself in dancing, and many many more examples.

I have never been free to fully express myself when in presence of men because at so many occasions I’ve experienced men allowing themselves to consider me ‘behaving like that’ as a clearance for them to touch me, grab me. So I was always holding back – often not sure what exactly gave these men the idea I was there for them to grab me?

The daughter I was talking about started to blame herself – ‘what did I do wrong to make this happen?’

The feminine stand in this is in general blaming themselves – because that is what we are told and programmed to believe. You should not behave like this or that. You should not dress that way – “you are asking for it”. You should not be out on the streets by yourself. You should not give men the idea you are interested. You should not have that expression on your face. You should not move your body that way. You should not swim naked. You should not… etc. The women who read this will all have their examples of ‘you should not, because you are a woman and men will…”

Men and boys on the other hand are not taught rules like this. It is still common to regard men as the predator and women as the prey. And men are allowed a lot for them to catch their prey – harassment included – sanctioned by society.

Women are NOT the sole ‘owner’ of their body

– men are…

A girl riding home on her bicycle – she is a prey and there are men allowing themselves to behave like predators like in the wild – the girl being there for them to hunt. What a frightening, dangerous and degenerated ‘game’ that get women harassed, assaulted and raped. Women are not the sole ‘owner’ of their body – men are…

I invite you to comment, both women and men, to investigate how to eliminate this predator-prey programming. Because I realize men are programmed to behave like this and they are allowing themselves to live this program – like women are allowing themselves to live by these rules and deprive themselves of expressing themselves. There is so much more to be said about this topic – the influence of the Bible (and other ‘holy books) for instance.

Join me at the forum at http://equalmoney.org to investigate and expose all forms of abuse and the atrocities we as the human race have allowed and accepted to exist and continue to exist up to this very day. We will stop this!

Hospital going Haywire

2011-04-21T18:38:00.007+02:00

There is this highly advanced hospital in the south of the Netherlands – where every patient has a computer above his bed fulfilling all the wishes of the sick. A completely automated institution. I got this email in my mailbox where the sender tells about his mother-in-law being hospitalized, I’ll translate:

“My mother-in-law has been hospitalized for several months now in this highly advanced hospital. Because the hospital is heavily in debt crisis they have been cutting down drastically on staff. Therefor the staff that is left can hardly cope with all the work and the patients have to do with very little personal care.

My mother-in-law confided in me she and other elderly patients have one big fear: fear of The Robot! Fear The Robot will enter the elevator…

Wtf, is she imagining things? Going out of her mind? I continued investigating the matter of The Robot and yes, a lot of the small jobs – like delivering mail and parcels all around the hospital - are performed by robots.

Starting from within the depths of the basements these robots are directed by computers to deliver their parcels. And so it happens you are in the elevator and such a robot enters, with speaking voice and lights flashing…

My mother-in-law and her elderly fellow sufferers fear they will be crushed, or even worse, by the speaking robot. So she will never ever take the elevator on her own, but always makes sure she is being accompanied by the group of fellow elderly patients – so they can as a group defend themselves against The Robot.

Rather sour – cutting back on staff but spending all that money on a high tech robot, feared by the patients!“

Now this makes no sense to me at all – why invest money in such an expensive robot and fire the people that did this job? I can’t imagine these robots really being that much cheaper to use, I mean, when they break down it will again cost a lot of money to repair. And they have to be maintained also – specialised skills needed=expensive labour.

But my main point is: what about the people in the hospital that like a little talk with the ‘mail man’ at their bedside, or a quick ‘Hello Mrs B how are you doing today?’ A robot won’t ask – and even if he did: it is not the same.
I think this is an undesirable situation and direction, replacing humans for robots where humans are needed…

I remember, when I was still in art school I made some money by cleaning rooms in this institution for disabled people. They were all so happy when I came to clean up their living space! Not just because of the cleaning but seeing another living being to have small talk with, to be seen and heard for a moment. I enjoyed the talks although I was not allowed to speak with them by the management!!! This was explicitly mentioned when I applied for the job – you are not allowed to talk to the people; just clean (and be silent).
Well, I didn’t care about the rule. But I ended up nearly getting fired; it was me getting ‘back problems’ so I decided to leave the job, but otherwise I would have been fired for sure.

When you are sick, in hospital or in an institution for disabled persons or otherwise locked up in an environment deprived of human contact, or just simply lonely – robots can’t fill in that gap.

Unfortunately money and profit is always a bigger motivator than human needs

We Destonians stand for the removal of this Money-Profit-God from the face of the Earth that always place money first and beings needs last. By implementing a new system, Equal Money we call it, every single human being on this Earth will be provided with the basic needs, like food, housing, clothes, education, health care – equally. No one will have more or less. Removing the fear of survival (where money and profit comes in and with that in-equality because some have it all, and most have nothing: no food, shelter, medical care, education…) because survival is been taking care of. We will be free to express ourselves as we are. And profit making will be something of the past – gone – exit – basta

Education is nevertheless of utmost importance. Education on the Equal Money System and Equality. What is Equality? What does it entail? What does it take? How can I support myself to become Equal to All? How can I support myself and others as well?
DesteniiProces is the answer. Look for info here.

Another point in rough times to come, is the economical situation. Our security is crumbling slowly but surely. More and more people lose their jobs, get unemployed and with that lose their financial stability in a world where money is everything. Without money you are lost. And the Equal Money System where fear of survival is no longer the guiding principle, is not yet established.

Therefor Desteni has developed the Income Plan to bridge this period. By the principle of Buy – Use – Sell you are able to not only provide yourself a decent income but also sharing with others this opportunity to establish a solid financial platform for yourself (and your family) and at the same time provide yourself with all the necessary tools to prepare yourself for and support the establishing of a World in Equality.
In this current system you and I we still need money, so lets support ourselves to establish a comfortable financial foundation.

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From hatred to zero

2011-04-20T08:45:00.001+02:00

Funny, yesterday Dj’s father unexpected dropped by – I just started working on my Mind Construct on him. We hardly ever see him, maybe three, four times since Dj was born. On previous occasions I experienced strong reactions of disgust, hurt and rejection – yesterday there was none. For a moment some surprise because of him suddenly turning up.

Working through the Mind Constructs of my Mom and Dad did free up a lot of space in me already – space of non reaction.

So in the time span he was actually here, in my living room – I did not experience much, certainly no reactions of disgust etc. It was only afterwards I started to think about the event and re-creating the emotions by deliberately re-living memories. So there are 2 Dj’s father’s in my life: the actual one – on which I do not experience (m)any reactions, and the other one - in my memory.

I’ll work my way through my Mind Construct of the second one, the man I created through pictures I still hold on to, being deliberately spiteful. And because these pictures of the father that ‘abandoned’ both me and Dj are part of a personality I’ve build around the past-events. Just like I didn’t want to let go of my grudge against my Mom at first – because this was part of the personality I’d build my life around.

Time to take of this mask.

PS it suddenly crossed my mind that maybe I could let him back into in our life if that’s what he is after. Quite a surprise me even considering this because for so long I’ve desired him coming back and me saying bluntly ‘no, fuck off’ lolol. I have no wish for him to be in our lives but maybe he could fit in somewhere? We’ll see.

I’ll keep a diary of me working through this ‘Dj’s Father’ stuff and what I work with regarding ‘old pain and suffering’ :)

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Secrets the Rich don’t want you to know…

2011-04-16T14:54:00.001+02:00

From a video on YouTube:

A secret that every Republican President since Ronald Reagan didn't want you to know:

Reagonomics creates a massive economic inequality that screws over 98% of the Americans. And it rains down money on the other 2% who use that extra cash to speculate on Wallstreet. That is why they call it "Reaganomics" because it was after the Reagan administration that it really took off.

Over the last 30 years the bottom 90% got a pay raise of 1% –

while the top 1 % has had a pay raise over the last 30 years of more than 403 %! That’s who need to pay less taxes?!

Republicans are now trying to pass a budget that will embrace an even more radical version of Reagonomics. For the first time in 30 years America has a president that refuses to embrace Reagonomics. Obama says: “We don't have money for education, we don't have money for health, but we have 1 trillion dollar to reduce tax from the 10% riches people in USA… That’s not going to happen as long as I am president.”

Now figure: is it in your country any different?

This ‘vampire’ economics can only exist because we all allow it; we are all equally responsible. Stand up and end it. We are all One Vote in all countries all over the World!
High time for an Equal Money System where ALL people will have their fair share of the resources. No more Rich and no more Poor – where everybody is equally wealthy…

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Saying Goodbye to my Mom

2011-04-08T19:52:00.002+02:00

Finished my Mind Construct of my Mom – the last part was me sitting at her death bed. And finally after 27 years I was in peace while sitting there.
No more fear. No more grudges. No more blame. No more longing for something. Just peace.
Me sitting there once again – for a moment feeling sorry for me ignoring her wanting to say something to me, her last words to me. But that’s ok – I realize feeling sorry is of no use, because what is done is done.
I said goodbye to Mom – finally letting go of the Mom in my mind. I am thankful for her taking care of me as a kid – for I know now, being a mom myself, how hard it is taking care of kids. What a job it is – especially in the Matrix.
So thank you Mom.
What is left? A simple picture in my mind – a photograph of her being happy. Taking in a period of her life where she finally started to free herself of her many fears and started to enjoy her life. Sadly she didn’t have that many years left to enjoy – she died at the age of 52.
Luckily I still live to explore Life and participate in establishing Equality for All in this world. I am thankful for that. For supporting a New World with the implementation of the Equal Money System as a first stepping stone - where the fucked-up-ness of this current world system will cease to exist. Where parents and children are equals and abuse such as I as a kid suffered and children all over the world have to ‘endure’, cease to exist. Because all of humanity is in process then to birth themselves as Life – to be real, in the Physical and free of the Mind, free of thoughts, emotions and feelings directing them into this endless infinity circle of recurring suffering.

Free to express themselves unconditionally – can you imagine doing your work for a hobby?! Enjoying what you do and not worry about money and rent and mortgages?! Children being raised and educated and living together as a group – no possessiveness by parent-child constructs. No sexual abuse or any other kind of abuse. No inter-dependency. Parents in agreement exploring themselves and giving the best of themselves to all. Animals given the right on a dignified life… And so on. Utopia? No! A New World is Possible!
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My mother the Demon part 1

My mother the Demon part 2

My mother the Demon part 3 - Finale

Mommocking

The Devil in her Eyes

Child Brides in India and Nepal

2011-04-07T22:32:00.003+02:00

I was watching this documentary on Child Brides.
Although forbidden by law, it is still common use in India and Nepal for girls to be married off at a very young age: 2, 3 years old. They will live with their own family until they are sexually mature; then the girl leaves home for ever to live with her in-laws and her husband: the beginning of a term of slavery to their mother-in-law. We’re talking kids here – 11, 12 year old girls.

Of course the marriage-bargain then gets clinched by the ‘deflowering’ of the young girl. And the girls getting pregnant at the onset of puberty: physically and in every other way not ready for pregnancy yet. And every child birth a hazardous event. Child brides have a double pregnancy death rate of women in their 20s. In developing countries, the leading cause of death for young girls between the ages of 15 and 19 is early pregnancy.

The girl is expected to give birth to many, many children – as economical insurance for the future. A life of repeated pregnancies and unremitting childcare; that is, if they survive their first pregnancies. The people are very poor and the girls are often malnourished and (sexually) abused.

Where poverty is acute, a young girl may be regarded as an economic burden and her marriage to a much older – sometimes even elderly – man, a practice common in some Middle Eastern and South Asian societies, is a family survival strategy.

Those girls that dare to resist this culture and money based tradition, will be like a black sheep in her community – spit on and out-casted. Cultural, economic, and religious aspects of the communities where they live make it nearly impossible for the girls to break free from marrying early.

Education being an important key to ending child marriages, the girls never get to finish school, so they will not stand a chance to be financially independent.
Many believe that education may prove to be more successful in preventing child marriages than banning child marriages. Education together with an Equal Money System will proof to be even more successful – because the basic needs of each human being will be provided for, so there will be no more economical need for Child Brides. Every girl will be independent and free to arrange her life herself.

Overpopulation will slowly but surely diminish because there is no economical need for a bunch of children anymore. People educate themselves, parents and kids together, on how to live a dignified life and how to support other beings on this Earth in their right for a dignified life.
Read more on the Equal Money System as the Final Solution here

Some random facts on Child Brides:*

According to the International Centre for Research on Women (ICRW), 100 million girls will be married before the age of 18 in the coming decade. Most will be in sub-Saharan Africa and the Asian Subcontinent (Nepal, India, Pakistan, Bangladesh). In Niger, for example, 77% of women in their early 20s were married as children. In Bangladesh, 65% were. Child marriage also occurs in parts of the Middle East, including Yemen and the rural Maghreb.
In the United States, child marriage is still permissible in some states, with parental or judicial consent.
Globally, according to UNICEF, 36% of women aged 20-24 were married or in a union, forced or consensual, before they'd reached 18.
An estimated 14 million girls between the ages of 15 and 19 give birth each year. They are twice as likely to die during pregnancy or childbirth than women in their 20s.
Girls who marry between the ages of 10 and 14 are five times as likely to die during pregnancy or childbirth as women in their early 20s.

*source

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My Mother the Demon part 3 – Finale

2011-04-04T16:09:00.003+02:00

A long time ago I did some therapy on my fear of my Mom. I contained my mom in an imaginary circle – she was not able to cross the line and was imprisoned. I was satisfied with that – she was not able to harm me anymore and I couldn’t care less how and what she must experience while captivated in that circle. I finally could be at peace with her not haunting me anymore.
Also I felt satisfaction: it was also some kind of revenge – her suffering.
Although the therapist at the end of our session suggested to release her, I was very stubborn and did not want to set her free.

Now working on my Mind Construct of my Mom for weeks, many points of stagnation: I felt I was not able to let go, not able to forgive her and myself, not able to set myself free. I really struggled – sabotaging myself because of wanting to hold on to the pay off old grudges. Why is that?
I realized the picture of her imagined captivity in the circle is the representation of this holding on, this resisting to release. So I imagined letting her go – lol – didn’t work at first. I saw this demon I defined my mom as, getting enraged in the circle, foam at the mouth, crazy eyes, smashing himself up against the imaginary cage, grabbing at me – quite a frightened sight. But I was safe because I am the one in charge. And no way I was going to release this monster! lol

Today, after doing more self forgiveness I am ok with it. I set the demon free. I am not afraid, because he can’t hurt me – because I am not afraid any longer. He can’t touch me, can’t harm me. So off you go demon! Run! lol

Of course I realize this is all imaginary – just like my fear for her is made up, make believe: it is all mind-based, created and kept in place with thought-constructs.
I am the creator of all of this. I created the demon and I created the fear for the demon – so I was actually in charge all the time, but didn’t realize :)
Nevertheless I had great difficulty letting go because it all seemed so real! For so many years it felt so real and now I am saying goodbye to this companion-for-years :)

The tools and structure offered by the Desteni’I’Process supported me immensely to walk this step by step, in a structured way – to not loose myself in the emotional turmoil that goes with disturbing child hood memories.

My mother the Demon part 1
My mother the Demon part 2
Mommocking
The Devil in her Eyes
Saying Goodbye to my Mom

Birthday Unconditionals

2011-03-30T15:20:00.003+02:00

Oeps. I’m writing out self forgiveness on birthdays gifts presented to me when I was a kid.
I realize for me ‘gifts’ are not something that is just given to me, unconditionally – but something I must deserve.
Probably most of us experience this, as this is what we have been taught to believe; you get gifts because of something you did/are and are refused gifts when you are not acting according to the rules (whatever rules our parents and Santa established for us to follow by ).
As an adult the same principle still applies.
Even when buying something nice for myself I had to make up a reason why I did deserve this gift.
Or when receiving a gift I still am not that comfortable because, yeah hmm, do I actually deserve this gift? A totally automated process – how many of us are able to unconditionally receive? Not that many people are – I know by experience.

In English I’m not sure about the difference between ‘gift’ and ‘present’ – In Dutch ‘gift’ is ‘geschenk’ = something that is given to you. And ‘present’ would be ‘kado’ – less official. As in ‘a heavenly gift’ lol you wouldn’t say ‘a present from heaven’, that would be disrespectful :) But both words have the connotation of ‘for free’ in common – well so not true, for me, because I have to DESERVE the gift, the present – although the person giving it had to pay for it with money, I have to deserve it with being a ‘good person’. Whatever the definition of a good person might be, obviously it will vary due to circumstances, peers, culture, age.
‘Gift’ in Dutch is ‘poison’ btw – that’s what the meaning of ‘gifts’ actually entails because it is never given nor received unconditionally, like nothing in our world is actually ‘for free’ and how could it be different in a world with his roots being money? We poison our children with these conditional gifts, like we poison ourselves with conditions – day in day out.

So how to set myself free to become a true receiver and a true giver? Unconditional is here the key word.
For me: I decide here and now gifts and presents offered by me to another person will be named: unconditionals – whatever I have to offer or give: it will be truly for free – free from conditions.
To actually live this I will have to closely observe myself and every spot of back chat will be examined and self forgiven.
The same goes for receiving gifts – can I receive unconditionally? The back chat will tell me.

Corpses and Coffee Tables

2011-03-30T09:59:00.001+02:00

How about that – having your deceased wife in your living room for a coffee table?

“Jeff Green is a 32 year old American, in Arizona, whose wife passed away. Due to the grief he suffered at her death, he did something totally out of character for a normal and sane person.
He said, “I could no longer take the pain that my wife’s death caused me and so I brought her back home.” He said: I’d rather have her at home than six feet under ground. Lucy had a great sense of humour and I’m sure she would appreciate being my coffee table.”

Well, I would not want to spoil the fun, but really Jeff, is this all she was to you? What is the common sense in holding on to a corps – does this really ease your pain? And if so – how does holding on to a lifeless, non speaking, non laughing corpse ease your pain?

“Jeff ordered a special hermetically sealed glass case that eliminates the decomposition of a dead body. “It cost me about $6,000.00, but it was worth it.” Jeff said.” source

$6,000.00 – nah, that must be true love, isn’t it.

Imagine how many starving people could have been fed with this kind of money – talking about true love…. There’s your true love, so highly appreciated in this world: nothing true about it, just selfish love that let’s you put your dead wife in a glass box to keep you company while drinking your morning coffee.

No way there will be coffee tables like this in a Equal Money World. Let go what is gone, focus on What is Here. Jeff, I suggest you put your money into common sense use: Our world is in big trouble – educate yourself! http://desteni.co.za

2011 Jewellery of Death

2011-03-29T11:51:00.001+02:00

A new gadget sprouted from the Human Conscious System:
turtles and fish locked up in a small plastic container…
“Filled with colored water, each 7-centimeter long key ring encapsulated either one Brazil turtle or two small kingfish, and is filled with “nutrient rich” water, by which vendors claim allow the animals to live for several months. Unfortunately, after your few months are up, you have a carcass key chain.”

Mary Peng, the co-founder of the International Center for Veterinary Services, says that the animals will run out of oxygen and therefore probably die before the so-called nutrients in the water run out.

Rumours are “the cadavers are heated in the microwave for 15 seconds and eaten while enjoying an ice cold beer.” – so nothing goes to waste…
These ‘gadgets’ are fabricated and sold in China and not considered animal abuse – therefor not illegal.
Must be a lot of fun watching the creatures slowly suffocating…
Just another illustration of the fucked-up-ness of the Human Race.
We will not allow these atrocities in an Equal Money – World! All life has a right on a dignified life and not one creature will be sacrificed to the madness of the human – not one!

Child Abuse: grotesque Dutch Law

2011-03-24T18:59:00.003+01:00

There is this loophole in the law about Child Abuse in our Dutch ordainment:

“When there is no violence used by penetrating babies, pre-schoolers, kindergarters and pupils, the Law does not consider this to be rape”

Well, wtf – how does one consider penetrating a child that young as not violent?! Penetrating a child is always painful due to the child not being full grown – so how can this NOT be violent, therefor how can this be NOT RAPE?!

So what is violent? Does a child ever say ‘yes, I want you to penetrate me’: I doubt it. Even when it agrees it does not know where it agrees with. Can a 6 month’s old baby even agree, because it cannot speak yet?!

I really don’t understand this – I think it is criminal to provide sex offenders such a loophole! I consider it criminal to have such a ‘by-pass’ law. It is criminal to have and keep such a loophole – used by attorneys to get paedophiles a lower sentence (or maybe even off the hook) for penetrating children.

There is this major paedophile network ‘rounded up’ here in Holland, revealing the abuse of many, many children in a day care-centre. The attorney of the man accused of child abuse was in a tv show and he told us he wasn’t that sure the child abuser could be charged with rape – because of this loophole in the law…

This is so totally unacceptable… This loophole in Dutch law must be stopped immediately. This is not considering the child – it considers the twisted sick minds of sex freaks. It supports inequality – therefor it is criminal and totally unacceptable.

In a world where Equality for All is the commonly agreed upon starting point – such a loophole in law would not be accepted; sexual abuse would not be accepted in any way whatsoever. Perpetrators of sexual abuse of children, animals, women or men will be considered sick and will be re-educated. Introducing the Equal Money System where children are no longer dependent on a few adults for survival, is the first step on our way to Equality for All.

I am One Vote for World Equality.
I am One Vote for an Equal Money System.
Stop abuse in our world – educate yourself:
Desteni: Equal Money System

Perspectives on Horoscopes - Jack

2011-03-23T03:22:00.002+01:00

Within the design of this reality of the unified consciousness field – all beings enslaved to this reality was divided into 12 different groups as 12 different ‘group souls’.
For each ‘group’ was designed a particular/different/’unique’ mind consciousness system personality design.
So throughout all your ‘lives’ here on earth – you’d be ‘born into’ the exact same ‘star sign’ / ‘star constellation’ according to the specific ‘group’ you were allocated to – as you’d be injected into this reality through reincarnations with the exact same mind consciousness system personality design system. So your ‘personality of mind’ life, after life, after life would never change – and this is also why beings always had similar / the exact same – pre-programmed life-design life, after life, after life.

The star constellation design according to the 12 different horoscope construct manifestation within the unified consciousness field of this existence – was programmed to ‘support’ the ‘unique/different/particular’ mind consciousness system personality design of/for each group.
So, for example – human beings within this reality that is of the star sign Taurus for example – all have a ‘unique’ designed mind consciousness system personality system, human beings within this reality that is of the star sign Capricorn has another different ‘unique’ designed mind consciousness system personality system and so forth.

The horoscope construct designed and manifested to enslave human beings within a personality system within the mind consciousness system – to so further division / separation within beings, so if you define you according to an ‘horoscope’ – you’ll limit you to that particular personality – designed system of the mind within and as you.

So – horoscopes at the moment have no significance whatsoever but the belief of value/importance you give it within your own mind.
Though – it is suggested to take each horoscope-design and apply self forgiveness of/for each one – as the 12 different horoscope designs contain the basic ‘foundation’ of personality designs of mind – and you’ll find that each ‘description’ of ‘each horoscope design’ – contain ‘personality attributes’ to which you have defined you of the mind.

Jack

Traffic and Feelers

2011-03-21T15:26:00.001+01:00

Self Corrective Statement

When and as I see myself participating in the pattern of not trusting myself and my eye sight when in traffic – I stop, I breathe. I realize it is not just my eye sight to rely on when in traffic, but other senses as well: hearing and ‘feelers’ = being aware and being Here. I breathe and investigate how to rely on my feelers in conjunction with my hearing and eye-sight.

Interesting point here. I am not trusting my eye sight when in traffic – most of the time I feel insecure whether I misjudge the situation or not. I am not that aware of the insecurity because this is what I have been doing for so long. I lost sight in my right eye as a kid. Since then I’ve learned to estimate distances, but it is just that: estimating. I am quite good at it though :) My mom used to warn me often when riding of on my bike to be careful because of my ‘bad eye-sight’.

I started believing I am in danger and a danger when in traffic – more than other ‘normal sighted’ people. Common sense tells me there is truth in it, but now I am not able to distinguish what is actual truth here and what part is merely a belief. Am I overreacting by being that insecure? Of course I do not need to be insecure: I have to investigate where I am ‘over-careful’.

I know I am relying on my hearing for a part, but also on the ‘feelers’, the antenna – but not trusting it. Like a make belief – statement: ah well, I can trust on my antenna and cross the street with eyes closed. Not recommendable lol. So I will be investigating this. How to practical apply this as a certainty and not as a make belief-statement. This is what I can apply as a self-corrective statement at this moment – I will breathe, no, first I will stop – lol – before crossing the street, I breathe and investigate the antenna thing.

Devil in her eyes

2011-03-10T20:37:00.005+01:00

My Mom I feared her because of the Devil in her eyes. I was the only one to see him (I assume – never heard my sisters talking about him) He wasn’t there all the time.

I have been writing out the events I remember with the Devil – starting at age 6. I wondered if this was the first time I saw him, so I muscle communicated and tested out age 2 was the first time. However I have no recollection of the event.
It also tested this is relevant and specific. So how to access this information?
I was surfing the internet for pictures of devilish/demonic eyes – but to none of them I react – no recognition. Maybe it is the coldness, the taunting that scared me the most? I’m sure he was male though, and in a way bigger than my Mom. It scared the hell out of me that the devil was in my mom.
I’ve always thought it was my Mom I feared but after reading Hitler’s childhood story I for a moment considered I did actually witnessed demons inside of her.
But it is still likely it was my Mom herself. lol – is there a difference?
Though the thought of me witnessing actual demons in her scares me more than considering the Devil was my Mom.

Watching this picture it resonates in me – but it is still not exact. Well, never mind then. Back to muscle communication.

First I’ll see if I can picture where and when I for the first time witnessed the devil/demon in her eyes.

age: 2
when: during day time
where: at home, I was alone with her
what triggered the event? She hugged me. I made her angry by rejecting her.

A picture coming up now:

I am sitting on the floor; she is standing, bending forward to me. She picks me up, her face close to mine, her eyes piercing into mine – she shakes me quite hard. Her eyes are black and fierce.
I am scared, shocked. It hurts her shaking me that hard. Core point = big fright because of her eyes. I cry. She throws me on the floor. Her eyes are normal again. She walks away from me.

Ok. Memory bit blurry still, but sufficient to work with.

My mother the Demon part 1
My mother the Demon part 2
My mother the Demon part 3 - Finale
Mommocking
The Devil in her Eyes
Saying Goodbye to my Mom

Picturing

2011-03-09T18:06:00.002+01:00

Ouch – working on specific details of pictures of the past in relation to my mother… It is tough. These pictures are so old and dusty and yet so vivid once again, because of the specificity of the details I am pushing myself to remember and write out. I really have to push myself hard and not to walk around and watering the plants and stuff :)

I’m taking this moment to share. I am nervous and shaky, but also willing to face. This is intimacy, into me I see and it is like coming home to myself. So cool and frightening at the same time.

At some moments I get almost completely identified with the past event and my experience way back then. I have to remind myself I am the directive force here: this is a picture I can move in freely, in and out. Stepping in, stepping out.

dit is wit

2011 My Dad the Stranger

2011-03-07T18:08:00.001+01:00

I was at my sister’s this weekend and there are all these family pictures in the hall way. On my way to the bath room in the corners of my eyes I saw these glimpses of my father. At one point I stopped to examine the pictures of my Dad more closely (like I did so many times before) – I experienced a definite change in my perception of him. Though not neutral yet, I was not upset either, or something like that. I experienced myself as looking at the picture of someone I used to know but who is a stranger to me now. This was kind of odd and a new experience to me – looking at a man who used to be my God and now I was ‘empty’ = hardly any reaction.
I noticed though the immediate automated reaction of enjoying to watch him and enter ‘the wave of love’ I used to experience – I stopped that within a blink of an eye. Because of the work I did on the mind construct of my Dad I was quick and effortless in identifying the pattern I was about to enter and to stop it.
What is left to examine on a deeper level is the sexual abuse. Last week I did allow the pictures of the event to surface and although still a bit blurry, I am satisfied with it. It is no longer a suppressed and therefor ‘unknown’ experience to me: now I am able to work with it. Step by step – I grant myself the time to take it step by step.

I am not writing this out to blame my Dad. I am not interested in that at all. I am writing to support myself to embrace the experience and all that is the outflow of it. I am not declaring myself to be a victim of sexual abuse. I am not declaring my Dad to be a perpetrator of sexual abuse. These things happen because of the fucked system we are living. I am not excusing my Dad or myself either. I am trying to see what is. I am constructing a map of what took place and all the corresponding reactions – so I can self forgive and direct myself – instead of being directed and lived by program.
Writing out Mind Constructs is such a great support in unravelling the programming! This is a major part of the DesteniiProces courses.

Besides being participant I am also recruiter in the Desteni-I-Process. For more information you can contact me, click on the logo below or visit the Desteni Website.
Thanks.
family construct, childhood, incest, child abuse, 2011

the end

Wasting time–no

2011-03-04T12:10:00.001+01:00

D j has his holidays so we are out of town for a couple of days – visiting family. I am resisting because I want to stay home and work on my Mind Construct and stuff. I feel it as a waste of time to go out for a couple of days. Obviously Bullshit :)

I’ll have a good time, breathing and reminding myself to be Here. Every moment spent Here is not wasted. Every moment spent in mind is waste. No matter where I am on this Earth.

Had to remind myself

Fallujah: the fruit of our Money Obsessed World

2011-03-01T18:37:00.003+01:00

Iraq: In Fallujah women are publicly advised not to have any babies, no number of years are indicated...

Children in Fallujah are being born with limb, head, heart and nervous system defects. There are babies with an eye in the middle of the forehead, the nose on the forehead. There is even a claim that a baby was born with three heads.
The number of heart defects among new born babies is said to be 13 times higher than the rate in Europe.
Doctors and parents in the Iraqi city of Fallujah are blaming this sharp increase in the number of birth defects on the highly sophisticated weapons U.S. troops have used in the city during the war.

”We went to a clinic for the disabled, and were given details of dozens upon dozens of cases of children with serious birth defects. One photograph I saw showed a new born baby with three heads.”

-“genetically modified by "freedom and democracy"…-

This war in Iraq wasn't to bring freedom and democracy – it was to secure the interest the West has in it’s oil resources = money.

Now, Fallujah is just one out of many many examples of how our greed for money does not regard life - at All. Where atrocities like the above are considered Collateral Damage…
You and me – we are all equally responsible for what happened in Fallujah.
No, you did not drop a bomb, neither did I – but nevertheless we are responsible. Because we participate in the current money system and with that validate a system based on profit, profit and more profit. Where some have it all, and the others have nothing. Where the have-it-all’s bomb the have-not’s - in order to protect their abundance and gain even more.

We propose an Equal Money System – where there will be no more profit to worship and pursuit. Where atrocities as the above will be something of the past – grandparents telling their grandchildren of the ‘gruesome old times’ where children died due to lack of food and health care; where animals were perceived ‘objects’ and tortured to death for fun; where human being were slaves of greed and survival, worshipping their one and only true God: Money… The Barbaric Dark Ages of human existence.
Lets work together in establishing a New World – where money does no longer determine our reality and Life in Dignity for All always comes first.
Educate yourself on the Equal Money System: http://equalmoney.org/ and
http://desteni.co.za

PS Take a look in the mirror - read this blog by an Arab woman.

Mommocking

2011-02-28T14:05:00.003+01:00

I am in this mood – I feel like crying and go upstairs to bed or go to the shop and buy all kinds of snack and candy. Me in ‘escaping’ mode.

I do not want to start a Mind Construct on my Mother; I do not want to bother myself with all this stuff that’s coming to the surface – and so on. Sulking and Mocking – Mommocking.

It’s obvious I’ve got some self forgiveness to do: I do not want to go there because somewhere in the past, some years after she died, I’ve decided to not grant her the pleasure to be bothered by her anymore (lol yes – she being in heaven and watching me: that was the picture) – I was, and obviously still am, that spiteful. I’ve told her many times ‘ha! you’re dead and I am still here and I won’t forgive you – suffer your suffering – I do not want any part of it anymore’.

After she died I was in fear for years of her coming back to haunt me. At one point I did overcome this by being very clear I was tired of her possibly coming to haunt me and stated that she was nothing more than a dead bag of bones and if she insisted on haunting me, ok, but stop keeping me awake. I did put her next to me in my bed, this bag of bones picture and said: now, I’m going to sleep and don’t you dare waking me up!

lol odd story – but that’s how I faced that fear. Wasn’t scared anymore after that.

Ok – taking responsibility: it is not about her, it is about what I have accepted and allowed, starting with this mockery.

lol still feel like snacking – but now I’m just hungry :)

My mother the Demon part 1
My mother the Demon part 2
My mother the Demon part 3 - Finale
Mommocking
The Devil in her Eyes
Saying Goodbye to my Mom

The Secret Life of a Woman

The Legend of Atlantis, the secret revealed! The Lost Continent of Atlantis

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