Chakra's

An interesting point opened up a moment ago with regards to the Chakras in communication with the Human Physical Body:
The Heart-Chakra is the ‘manifested heart-of-the-system’. The manifested heart of the physical manifested mind-systems – meaning, systems so ingrained and infused within and as the physical together with you – that all that you consist of and exist as is such manifested physical systems.
The Heart-Chakra is the centralized point from which a substance is generated within and as the human physical body – together with the other chakra-points. This ‘substance’ consists of and exist as all the colours as the chakra-points’ colour representations.
This ‘substance’ is the ‘essence’ from which manifested physical systems ‘rebirth’ themselves and also ‘rejuvenate’ already existent one’s within and as the human physical body.
The function of the particular colouring of the substance in relation to the particular colouring of the chakra’s, is specific – as the colours represent the emotions and feelings concoctions that connect to form/manifest/design particular physically manifested systems within and as your human physical body.
Thus, within ‘meditation’ – within ‘activating’ the chakra’s – what is actually being given ‘power’ – the ‘source’ that is receiving ‘power’ from you the participant – is this ‘substance’ – and thus, in turn, what you’re actually activating upon meditating within chakra’s – is the substance as essence within and as your human physical body that rejuvenate and re-manifest ‘new’ upgraded physically manifested systems and further your becoming of a super-mind consciousness being.
This substance utilize your suppressed and compounded emotions and feelings that are categorized within the substance, of the substance according to colour – exactly as the colours of the chakra-points within the human physical body – to source itself with the necessary ‘power’ to re-manifest / re-birth already existent / new physical manifested systems within and as your human physical body to which you have defined yourself.

 

22 sept 2008

less

ok

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to percieve D as less than other people because he is my son - like I percieve me to be less than other people - in stead of facing this in myself, I have been hiding this for me and the rest of the world, so it wasn't in the open, so I didn't deal with it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel bad and ashamed about perceiving D to be less than other people and to feel very much like I betray D by this secretly perceiving him and myself to be less.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel guilt because I should have known, because I knew, this has been affecting him throughout his life and probably will, yet, I did not enough to delete this perceived inferiority in and as me because of fear and shame.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create guilt, betrayel, shame, inferiority in stead of being here, one and equal to all.

ok, so now I have not only admitted this aloud to myself in the mirror, but also put this in writing on my blog for all the world to read.

Not only perceive I myself to be less than, I also feel very much ashamed of me feeling this.

Seduction, manipulation and streching lol

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear stretching infront of the woman and her husband, through fear of her thinking/believing that I am seducing her husband, because I know if I were in her position sitting there with my husband and a woman were stretching as I was stretching, that I would think/believe she's 'seducing' my husband or 'showing herself off so that 'my husband' can see

What immediately pops up is: yes, I would feel threathened because I know how weak men are, and how easily they let themselves be seduced because they are mainly consistent of sex hormons. By the way they talk I could easily deduce what their main drive in life is: sex. Not love, but sex. And yes, I have felt threatened by this alot - being dependend on men for love and attention (not sex lol) I felt threatened by women that didn't give a damn about 'rules' and just took what they wanted. Not me, I've always been clear about not messing with other womens 'partner' Because, c'mon - women should be solidair because men, well, they are actually quite pityfull, just dicks primairly, but we need them, so, girls, keep your hands of each others man. Somple as that. But of course there were always women that didn't give a damn about my rule lol

Yes, I feel pissed, OMG, I really feel pissed with men, especially with J - this fucken bastard!!! How he made me belief he preferred the company of this hooker over me, just to get even with me (I pissed him off by being unreasonable) My world crumbled down that night. The beginning of the end of this relationship.

Yes, maybe this is true - that my take on men is extensively influenced by J's behaviour and manipulation - always made me believe that he was not 'just a male', had no strong sexdrive, he was loving, sensitive, a doggy - but meanwhile always flirting, charming and sopping his dick in as many women possible. And I kept on believing his words but got very confused by his actions. Of course he did hide his actions for me when we were a couple, and long after that too, but finally I found out about (some of) the things he had done secretly - and there are probably many more - lol talking about betraying trust and simply believing in words spoken like 'you can trust me and if you don't:  there is something seriously wrong with you...' Fuck!

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be influenced by J so extensively on many points in my life. I have to be more specific, I will be more specific. But first things first - I feel such a fool for being so naive for putting so much trust in J for a great deal of my life (over 20 years). I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be ashamed of myself because of being naive regarding J's manipulation of me for all those years. It took me some years, yes, to make the connection between what I saw him doing, and had been doing, to all these other people, and partners - and myself. He had done this to me too! And was still doing it! lol took me many many years to realize lol

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for feeling like a fool for being so naive to put so much trust in J for a great deal of my life (over 20 years) - because I defined him as being 'my best friend'. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself  to define 'best friend' as someone I can trust blindfolded with my life, always be there in hours of need,

amd vice versa - defining me also as 'best friend' of 'my best friend', meaning I would die for him

have to continue this later

Pregnancy sf

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel disgusted by this being inside of me, eating me up from the inside, looking like an alien, according to the pictures in a book about the unborn child.
First time I felt this being was actually alive was when he kicked me. I was lying on my side, hand on my belly and all of a sudden, out of the blue, I felt for a moment a tiny little feet in my hand. Wow! Shock - it scared me - an alien with feet!


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to pretend I was soooo surprised and happy when I felt for the first time this being inside of me kicking.

I didn't tell the people that were with me that I was actually scared of this little creature, but emphasized I was surprised (lol in shock actually) - I wasn't honest because I didn't want them to know what I was actually experiencing because I thought I was being weird.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think of myself as weird and not normal when pregnant because I didn't feel all this happy feelings, wasn't 'in heaven' and stuff. At the same time I felt I was the only one really being honest about it, but it was best not to be that outgoing about it.

Yes, it is a big lie that women are telling themselves and others, because we, the women, are trapped in this child birth thing, this mommy thing - and you better decorate your prison with nice things so you can pretend you are living in a nice home. The pinkish clouds, fairytales. hahaha We are even told by others and ourselves we are not real women if not having babies!

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not be frank about what I was experiencing during pregnancy (not about all of it) because I felt people would label me as 'negative', 'sick', not a good mother, if they knew I didn't experience this pregnancy thing as 'spiritual', 'special', 'pink clouds', but as exhausting, like there wasn't space for me anymore in my own body. I didn't experience 'the wonder' of it - just lots of discomfort.

From the beginning to the end of the pregnacy I was disgusted by it - not so much by the baby, but by this physical thing. I felt, still perceive it to be, well, what, so, so... why must these babies grow inside of a womans body? It felt like some sort of degradation. I still can't talk about this with other women, mothers - they maybe do not understand, but maybe they wont admit it to themselves. Saying this 'great wonder of life' growing inside a womans body (and oh my - it got to get out too!) isn't so wonderful at all, well that's so not done, grrmmmpf I remember this pregnancy yoga lessons I took (I hated them) - all these fat ladies were so 'hallelujah', even looking forward to delivery (mwah, looking forward to all this pain, screaming, blood, mweah) and me just feeling trapped in all of it. I couldn't picture me in child labour, so I didn't think about it - I really preferred not to have to go through this, lol. And wow, in the end I didn't have to because the child was in the wrong position, so the gyneacologist suggested a Caesarian when the child wouldn't turn his little body in time. And it didn't, so I was happy I had not to go through this disgusting delivery proces :)
People around me felt sorry for me I could not give birth to the child myself (geeez what is it with these Dutch - they all want to deliver at home, with as much pain and inconvenience possible and when you dare to state you rather go for a Caesarian they look at you as if you are the most horrible, ognorant person in the world. And then they start to tell you how bad it is for your baby to not be born the 'natural way' and how he probably will come across specific problems in his life because of it and more crap) and they wouldn't let me be frank about it - they made me shut up. And I did shut up - I felt like I was the only sane person haha. I hated these 'dream pictures' that are out there of babies in your body and what I should feel.
I was waiting for this child to come out to finally meet him. I was very curious to see how he looked.

(Self)Trust 1

What is trust? In trust is: true - in Dutch: trouw, Self trust: true to myself - no compromizing. I do not trust me - I have proven myself not to be trustworthy, in my attempts to be trustworthy to others I have betrayed myself over and over again - and I am still doing this to a certain extent. I let myself down. Inevitably I'll let others down.

Trust. Also the word 'rust' - in Dutch the word 'rust' means 'rest' - that's what I expect trust to be:to 'rest' in me.

The English 'rust' means old, immovable to me, corrroded because it hasn't been moved, touched, breathed on... That's also in the word 'trust' for me. My definition of 'trust' is old, out of date. In a way I have stopped trusting anyone or anything according to this old definition. Not entirely else I wouldn't have trusted anyone near me - they could have killed me but I've trusted them not to. Like my cat trust me to not kill him while at ease on my lap - I could easily kill it, I have the power and the strenght.

So a kind of basic trust - to not get killed or wounded. To not kill or wound.
Other than that, well, I trust others like I trust myself - not. I almost always keep in mind to not trust the other person (or animal) Sounds sad, but no, I actually prefer this above my 'old' trust in people, a kind of blind trust. I do not wish anyone harm, so I could not imagine others would mean me harm. But they did. Some of them, that is. Or maybe their primairy goal wasn't to harm me, but to protect themselves. Or being so entangled is some feeling/emotion they could not see what they were allowing.

What about those people in power? Aren't they deliberately harming others like when they send old medicine to Africa? So what is trust? Do not to others what you do not want to be done to you? I've come to the conclusion a being should only trust themselves. So that's my primairy: I trust me. I am me trust. SELF HERE is trust. Can life trust me? No. lol in fact my primairy is: I do not trust me.

Trust is to know I will not allow others to harm me - that I will stop them. I have allowed others to harm me. I just stood there and said nothing. Trust is I will not allow me to harm others - that I will stop me. I have allowed me to harm others, even deliberately. I just stood there and did it.

Trust. Survival of the fittest?

Can I be harmed? Yes, from within mind - yes. No - if 'here', when not reacting, judging,  not existing in polarity. Even then others can kill me, wound me - but can I be harmed ? My body can be harmed, yes. Would I experience it as 'harmed'?

My initial respond to Osho's articles about self trust - I will go on reading now.

Osho and me

I reacted on what someone on the forum said about Osho - a tricky fucker he called him, I was going whahahahahhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaa you are talking to OSHO. OSHO!!!!!! 
hahaha cool, I am still one of his sanyassins, yes, separating me, placing Osho way above me, so stop this, Ingrid, you are fucking with life lol

Osho is me, me is Osho, osho, hahaha 'strange' name btw

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate me from osho by judging me as 'less wise', a student, sannyassin. Fuck, now this comes up - this picture of Osho and then me filling myself with love, devotion, tenderness... I used to think of that like osho was the tool for me to experience my own love source, all spiritual stuff and so on.
First I will go and look for a picture of Osho - a special one that used to soften me on the spot and fill me with LOVE ENERGY lol Can't find that special one, will look for it later.
I remember watching desteni vids for the first time, months ago, Nostradamus it was, and then there was a vid by Osho - I was so excited, and scared. I watched it and went, whaaaaaa this isn't Osho, these Desteni guys, what a lying bunch! He didn't even sound like Osho at all. Then I saw another vid with Osho in it and watching Sunette, I saw Sunette making some gestures so Osho like and I went whooo again, it is him! And then again - ah well, this Sunette knows exactly how to copy. I wanted to believe it to be true, and then again it scared me. Shoot! I can't remember what was said on the vids. So this is what happened when I watched for the first time Osho in Sunette's body on video.
Yes, I valued Osho's message from the afterlife above others messages. Just because he was Osho. But then again - I valued them less, just because they were Osho's. hmmm strange. No not strange - I was/am still? pissed because Osho wasn't 'right' after all.
So I did put alot of trust outside me, in Osho, dead or alive in the flesh - I am separate from him because of this belief he knows more, best, this enlightened stuff, thingy hahahaha I am trying to fool myself - enlightenment was all for me!!! And used it for separating me even more, because enlightenment was something soooooooo fucking special, an enlightened being like Osho was soooooooo fucking special, and I am just a human being still sooooooo entangled in the mind, a sooooo fucking not special person lol
It feels like a totally different life - me being a sannyassin with this mala on my chest. I do not regret it, no not at all - I had a great time, a couple of years, then he died and I was not a sannyassin anymore. End of story.
I was 28 years of age when I started to read Osho's books. My mother died and then it hit me right hard in the head, the question why we live if we have to die got very urgent for me. I remember what impressed me most of my mother dying, dead, gone - I walked into the bathroom and there were here personal things, a shawl hanging there with her scent still in it, all her stuff looked so 'helpless', empty. They were of no meaning at all without the person that they belonged to. All that stuff my mother 'possessed' - she was very materialistic - she had to leave it all behind and it became just as lifeless as she was, just as dead. Ah well, the question why we live, the meaning and purpose thereof, became very urgent to me. In the library I found these books by Bhagwan (Osho called himself Bhagwan then) and started reading. I was so excited and happy - finally I found what I had been looking for all my life! I wasn't interested in money, a career, kids, owning a home, stuff like that. I felt lost in life: when not interested in these things, what else is there? Most people around me were either working hard or just doing nothing - both not an option for me really. So this was what I was looking for. I kept on reading for months and then I felt I wanted to meet people that were 'touched' by the same questions as me. There was this Bhagwan commune in the neighbourhood - I never really noticed them before (yeah, just a bunch of weirdo's in red clothes) so I went there and watched a video with Bhagwan speaking. Lol, I didn't understand one word he was saying - he had this strange accent :) I got used to that and watched some of his video's. The people in the commune - well, I was so fucked up, I did not know how to behave, or communicate with them. And some strange reluctance. No, not 'strange' not to me anyway - just me not wanting to confrom completely, just a bit. So I always would be able to go my own way. Yes, that's my life in a nutshell - always make sure I am able to do things my way, to walk away, to walk my way. I never was a member of a Bhagwan commune. I always stayed in a house of my own. I didn't want to live in a commune, and yet I did want it, but feeling too 'crippled' to interact with people. Not all people, but people that really mattered to me lol, like Bhagwan people. All illusion. I thought male sannyassins surely must be all wonderfull lovers, because they were sannyassins - well, that was a desillusion - they were just as lousy lovers as 'ordinairy' males. LOL
I went meditating and all that stuff. Lots of bodywork too. Had some cool experiences that I considered to be genuine, because I never heard or read about it on forehand. Like when doing this meditation with a group of people in a circle, breath in and slowly breath out making this deep humming sound, forgot how this was called, for 45 minutes, and doing these slow movements with your hands, or rather: allowing this movement to happen. At one moment I felt like many snakes were sliding all over my legs - geez, I openend my eyes, nothing there, closed my eyes and yes, there was this sensation again. I was a bit spooked about it, not at ease with it, but it was cool.
Most important thing, besides 'opening my heart' and regain some genuine 'me', was the realisation that I was responsible for me, no-one-else but me. That if I wanted to fool myself, that was what I was doing: fooling myself, fucking myself. Playing games with myself is not fun.

Demons : Physical and Interdimensional

Daily Interdimensional Diary:
02 October 2008

In this moment, there exists both physical manifested mind-demons and interdimensional demons.

Interdimensional demons:
Have the ability to move within and through all physical human bodies and are not ‘claimed’ by one singular physical human body alone, so they move within and through various human physical bodies – directing primarily the ‘emotional and feeling, thought and memory’ embodiment of the being as the mind within the physical.

Physical demons:
Exists as the physical-manifested mind-systems and –constructs. The constructs and systems that are completely/entirely amalgamated and infused in and as the physical as which you actually live/exist – the absolute manifestation of you as the mind that can been seen within mannerism/behaviour within the ‘way you speak/act and present yourself’ physically in this world. Physical demons direct the physical-manifested mind-systems and –constructs of and as you.
Therefore, basically – the entire mind consciousness system as which you exist that has become the physical manifest, exists as demon-expressions – that are in absolute presence and awareness – assisting and supporting human beings in the most unexpected of ways – lol.

The practical function of Interdimensional and physical demons:
Interdimensional demons, exists as the emotions, feelings and thoughts, memories of the mind consciousness system – and that which is the ‘source-essence’ of the mind consciousness system as ‘energy’. Thus, Interdimensional demons exist as the ‘essence’ and ‘substance’ of the mind consciousness system and the Physical demons exists as the manifested structure of the mind consciousness system.

Within the interdimensional demons as their very being/expression standing as emotions/feelings/thoughts/memories/energy of and as the mind consciousness system as you – they are able to compound and intensify the innermost suppressed and hidden constructs and systems of mind that you exist as and participate within.

Within the compounding and intensifying – each human beings’ process is ‘short-circuited’, as emotions/feelings and memories/thoughts exist within the unified consciousness field space-time design that originate from within and of the mind itself.

Therefore – the most participated within emotions/feelings of thoughts/memories that eventually design/manifest constructs and system of minds that develop and is created within the physical – would only manifest over an extended period of time within which you enslave yourself ‘gradually’ and ‘eventually’ over space-time ‘live out’ and experience physically and so design events/occurrences within and as your reality.

Thus Space and Time – another method within which human beings were enslaved to the mind as the mind, that constructs and systems manifested within the physical – which design/create events/experiences within your world through constant participation in particular specific thoughts, memories, feelings, emotions and pictures – would only manifest years, even lifetimes after the initial system/construct integration in the physical that is you through the mind. Therefore – human beings not realising/aware – that they are individually responsible for the life they lead as it exists and their experience of themselves within and as it and occurrences/situations/experiences that manifest, seemingly unexpectedly – but was actually created/designed years ago/even lifetimes ago – through within and as direct participation / constant participation in particular specific thoughts, memories, feelings, emotions and pictures.

The space-time design – causing human beings not to ‘remember’ how they actually exactly directly and actively designed occurrences/situations/experiences within their reality that directly influence them in all ways imaginable – such as car-accidents, deaths of family/friends, breaking bones, relationships falling, losing money, being without money...and the list goes on.

This is the function of the interdimensional demons – to ‘fold space-time’ so to speak through intensifying/compounding, so that what you accept and allow yourself to participate within constantly as particular/specific thoughts, memories, emotions and feelings that design/manifest specific constructs/systems in the physical related to the thoughts/feelings/memories/emotions/pictures, which you from there actually ‘live as you’ and in this ‘living’ create and design your reality accordingly and also your experience within it, affecting/influencing yourself and others as yourself – all this to manifest instantaneously within you and your world – and not to manifest only over and within the ‘space-time continuum’ of years/lifetimes.

Now – within the physical-manifestation of constructs/systems designed/created by you, through constant participation in particular specific emotions/feelings/thoughts/pictures/memories = this is where the physical demons come in to ‘play’/the ‘scene’ – lol.

So, you have the interdimensional demons, compounding and intensifying the emotions/feelings/thoughts/pictures/memories and your participation and experience within it through, within and as the energy/charges involved within/during this process – the physical demons then in turn compound and intensify the design/creation and integration/manifestation of systems and constructs created by/through the beings participation in emotions/feelings/thoughts/pictures/memories of mind – which then in turn – manifest within and as your reality instantly/over a shorter period of ‘time’ so to speak.

This done:
Firstly: So that human beings can actually see/realise for themselves within direct actual experience – that each one is actually manifesting/creating their experience of themselves both within and without – through constant continuous accepted and allowed participation in all and everything as that which the mind consist of and exist as – and how such accepted and allowed participation – is influencing and affecting themselves and all other beings within their world as themselves and this world in its entirety.

Secondly: So that human beings can directly face themselves – directly for themselves, by themselves – see/realise what they have become as the actual physical manifested truth of themselves as how they are accepting and allowing themselves to exist and as what they are accepting and allowing themselves to exist.

Because within both these points discussed – the being cannot hide/deny themselves as the physical manifested truth of themselves – because they are actually physically directly experiencing themselves ‘for real’ – themselves as their real reality as the mind, that has become the mind – no more only exist in the confinements of the head-region as an idea/imaginative-reality – the actual reality that exists that the mind represent – that each being has become – is now manifesting in actuality here in and as the physical – to be faced directly through actual experience(s) and stopped.

Therefore, instead of walking a billion year process to sort out the billion year fuck-up of the past that has brought us to where and how and as what we exist as in the moment at this moment as this moment here – that we have directly created by ourselves as ourselves – the interdimensional demons and physical demons that is ourselves that is compounding the entire mind consciousness system that has become ourselves, that is ourselves – we short-circuit this process for all as one as equal as ourselves.

An example to assist in giving a practical perspective of the function of the interdimensional and physical demons as discussed above – to but ‘show’ you how they’d operate:
Let’s say you have a being that is in relationship with a partner, and this particular being’s dreams and wishes of being in a ‘perfect-relationship’ as what has always been dreamed and wished for to be experienced with his/her perfect partner – has come true.

To ‘balance’ the polarity created/designed by this being – from doing anything/everything possible to have been able to ‘get’ and ‘have’ this relationship, of being the owner of a ‘proud-relationship’ – fear of loss exists, fear of losing that which has been ‘gotten’, that which this being now ‘have’ and ‘own’, that which has been so worked hard for, that which has been dreamed of, wished for and hoped for, for so long.

Thus, certain thoughts that reflect ‘fear of loss’ arise within the being, such as for example: ‘What if my partner leaves me for another’ or ‘what if my partner cheats on me’ – due to the being’s own lack/insufficiency of self-worth and self acceptance which manifest comparison within the ‘not being good-enough’ construct.

Now – the particular emotion as ‘fear of loss’ together with the specific thought that pertain to and reflect the emotion of/as fear of loss as for example ‘what if my partner leaves me for another’ – is compounded and intensified within the being through and as the interdimensional demon that will stand as the being’s emotion/thought.

Within this compounding/intensifying of this particular emotion and thought the being has accepted and allowed themselves to participate within – the being almost immediately start ‘living this fear of loss as themselves’ – in all that they do within their world – changing/transforming themselves in such a way as to ensure that they do not lose their partner.

Within the living of themselves as this fear – this is when the emotion/thought manifest a system/construct in and as the physical of the being as the being – thus why, thus the reason why the being actually starts existing and living as this fear as themselves, caused by but one thought generating an emotion – seen within how they’d change the presentation/behaviour of themselves in and as everything that they do and this is where the physical-demons come in – as they ‘quicken’ the pace of the thought/emotion to creation/design into and as a system/construct that manifest in and as the physical – which the being ‘live out’ actively in expression to/towards the being(s).

Because the moment a construct/system designed/created of participation in particular/specific thoughts/emotions/feelings manifest as you in the physical which you ‘actively live out’ – it will manifest in and as your physical reality one and equal – as experiences/events that take place.

Thus, what will happen – is the being will ‘lose’ their partner to another being – they have created it, they have manifested it and designed the event to occur – because they actually physically, actively lived as an accepted and allowed fear of loss construct/system, that manifested as themselves through constantly and continuously participating within such a ‘fear of loss’ – as defining themselves as the emotion of fear and the thought within which they participated within as ‘what if my partner leaves me for another’.

Therefore, the interdimensional demon, will compound/intensify the emotion/thought to such an extent that it becomes really distinct – that the being actually really knows that they are participating in this emotion/thought – and actually experiencing this participation in this emotion/thought through actually knowing that they are deliberately changing themselves in an attempt to prevent the inevitable.

In this compounding/intensifying of thought/emotion – the being will ‘change’ themselves ‘faster’ and will so much faster start living the ‘change’ because they have become the manifested fear of loss, because of their constant continuous participation in the thought and emotion.

The physical-demon will then ‘quicken’ this change – wherein the thought/emotion transform into a manifested system/construct in and as the physical, which ‘support’ the change of the being into and as their existence of fear of loss ,as fear of loss, and the being start living this fear of loss as themselves.

Within the living of themselves as fear of loss – they become the living expression as fear of loss – which will then manifest in their physical-reality to be experienced.

And so the being will lose their partner almost before the relationship even started – instead of years and years after the relationship started – within which the emotion/thought would’ve only in space-time manifest as a construct/system lived as the being as fear of loss – within which the event would’ve only taken place ‘then’ – instead of almost immediately.

And if the being doesn’t see – the same event will take place over/over/over/over again – until they stop and question themselves or leave this reality/this world to transcend in the interdimensional existence to come back and face the point again.

Understand, this is but a simple example – to merely illustrate the practicality of the interdimensional demon and the physical demon as the manifested mind consciousness system each being has become – to give perspective of what we discussed above. The events/experiences to manifest in being’s lives is much more ‘intense’ / ‘specific’ than this example with regards to ‘relationships’.

So – there is a rough ‘time’ ahead for each one of this world – for all equally and one – as each one walk through their individual processes alone – to face the physical-manifested self-created mind-reality that each one has become through direct participation and this directly responsible for – through, within and as direct actual physical experiences in this world.

Each one has got the tools – live them and walk here in every moment of breath – as you walk through yourself – to stand up as who you really are here.

Hitler