2008 Maybe I can be trusted after all :)

Now I know what to do, now I understand: scripting myself. Haa, it's like a veil has come off my head or whatever. Directing myself. Do sf on whatever comes up. Creating. Deleting. Creating.

Early this morning I woke up, sexually aroused, but still very sleepy - maybe I dreamt, I can't remember - anyway, I started masturbating, just a second or two and then I realised what I was doing and immediately stated I didn't want to feed this unified field and stopped. Felt asleep rightaway. So cool! I forgot about it but reading on the forum tonight I suddenly remembered - now I am so glad: I did direct myself, I moved me! These last months, well, I didn't experience that much change, that much movement. But this night I proved myself I can be trusted! I was very sleepy but did direct myself without any effort, just from within.


  • I see no reason, why you can not be trusted.

    So let me think.

    2 Seconds is very very fast. I must say, I had some fast creations, or attempt to creations, but never 2 seconds.

    I forgive myself, for coming so quickly sometimes.
    I forgive myself, for being naughty while visiting a serious blog.

    Just my 2 seconds...

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