This document is an expansion / specification of Part Four Phase 1 – therefore, you will find some sections repeated.
Within PART FOUR we will ‘cover’ self forgiveness and self application which all in all entails self support, self assistance, self direction, self reliance for self trust and self expression in absolute self honesty.
The keys:
1. Self honesty expressed in every moment within and as self corrective application.
2. Self forgiveness in self honesty to be voiced aloud
3. 4 Count breathing / breaths to be proved to self for 21 Days
The trinity of application to self freedom.
We will again start with the 1.) FORHEAD POINT and work our way through the entire manifestation of the mind consciousness structural resonance system within and as human beings as what you have accepted and allowed yourself to be and become. And so work our way through all the ‘points’ which ‘connect’ to form the mind consciousness structural resonance system.
Understand that within the PART TWO section, I have given but an overview of the design and manifestation of the mind consciousness structural resonance system within and as you. Within the PART FOUR section – we will be going into the points of the mind consciousness structural resonance system discussed in PART TWO, much more specifically. Specifically from the perspective of how each point relate to you within and as you – ‘personally’ with regards to how the points of the mind consciousness structural resonance – form ‘you’ within and as you of and as the mind.
As we continue, you will see and understand…
Understand that the PART TWO section (PHASE 1 – PHASE 14) within which I described and explained The Design of the Structural Resonance in the Human Physical Body was how the mind consciousness structural resonance system manifested, created and designed this entire reality / world within which you as the rest of humanity experience yourself within. So that each human being may know and understand that each and every single human being is individually self responsible for the current manifestation and expression of this world.
Yet now – there is a change. The change is the following: Each and every single human being is self responsible - responsible for themselves in stopping their own mind and birthing themselves as life from the physical.
And let me make this clear: You will decide whether you make it, do it and will it here or in the hereafter.
Here in this PART FOUR section – you are on your own – you who read this here – this is your individual process for which you are self responsible for you, and thus determine your own experience within and as your individual process – I am standing within and as you as you read these words – for the first time in your existence – self commit and self dedicate you to yourself. Stop the mind and birth yourself as life from the physical. Surely, certainly that is not too much to ask of yourself.
On that note: Let’s begin…
Here follows the beginning of your self application through self forgiveness of each and every ‘point’ that ‘connect’ to form the mind consciousness structural resonance system within and as you as that, which you have for eons of time, accepted and allowed yourself to be and become. Understand that this entire document from PART ONE to PART FOUR is but a PART as a self support and self assistance foundation. Desteni in its entirety is the puzzle – as you – you have to ‘complete’ yourself.
You want to ‘change’ the world, make the world a ‘better’ place – IMPOSSIBLE. We’re here to STOP everything so nothing of what was, will ever exist again – and this is done through stopping your mind entirely and completely. Understand that this IS inevitable and will be done as it is done already.
Why it is impossible to change the world? I suggest reading this document by Osho within which he explains why changing the world will not last:
Be prepared – as you walk, as you, through self forgiveness and self application with absolute self commitment and self dedication you will find that you will give up NOTHING for EVERYTHING. So be prepared to drop, let go, release and lose everything you have ever known, everything you have ever trusted, everything you have ever believed, everything you have ever treasured, everything you have ever loved – you will find that all that you have ever been: Has been a lie.
As you assist and support you within and as your individual process, you have to specify the self forgiveness and self corrective application within and as self honesty, specifically related to you and your world according to the points revealed within and as these documents of the Mind Consciousness Structural Resonance System. Therefore, the self forgiveness and self corrective application support and assistance is a foundation from which to stand and assist and support you specifically within and as your individual experience and expression of your process.
So, within each point I will give perspective and explain how the point relate to you ‘personally’ within and as you, and how you’re able to practically assist and support you within self forgiveness and self corrective application. Herein you live self forgiveness together with practical self corrective application - as self forgiveness is useless without living the ‘correction’ practically here of that which you have applied self forgiveness for and of.
Then, within each point, I will place the self forgiveness list pertaining to unconscious and subconscious mind self forgiveness statements to assist and support you in releasing the foundation only, of the unconscious and subconscious mind constructs related to the specific points of the mind consciousness structural resonance system. I’d suggest to unconditionally assist and support you – to read the self forgiveness statements out loud, and if any reactions of mind come up within you – to apply self forgiveness for the reactions experienced, until you read the words and no reaction or movement of mind is experienced within and as you.
Therefore, each point of the mind consciousness structural resonance system within the PART FOUR section will consist of two sections:
A. The self forgiveness and self corrective applications specific to the point
B. The self forgiveness statements of the foundation layout and manifestation of the unconscious and subconscious mind specific to the point
Self Forgiveness and Self Application for the De-construction of the Structural Resonance to stand as Self as Life as all as One as Equal:
BODY: FRONT
1.) FOREHEAD point and 2.) EYE points:
A. Self forgiveness and Self corrective application:
The FOREHEAD point and the EYE points ‘interlink’ within and as each other, because it is through the EYE points that you’ve developed the FOREHEAD point of the mind consciousness structural resonance system within and as you.
The FOREHEAD point is ‘how you see yourself through the eyes of the mind consciousness system’ within and as you and the EYE points is ‘how you see yourself through the eyes of this world and through the eyes of other human beings’.
And the primary foundation of ‘how you see yourself through the eyes of the mind consciousness system’ (FOREHEAD point) is designed and manifested and constructed through comparison and judgment according to and through ‘how you see yourself through the eyes of the world and through the eyes of other human beings’ (EYE points).
Here are examples of ‘how you’ve designed and constructed and manifested’ how you see yourself through the eyes of the mind consciousness system (FOREHEAD point) as how and what you define and experience you to be, through judgment and comparison of ‘how you see yourself through the eyes of this world and through the eyes of human beings’ (EYE points):
‘How you see yourself through the eyes of the mind consciousness system’ example:
I’m not good enough
Now, how you’ve designed and constructed such a judgment towards yourself within ‘how you see yourself through the eyes of the mind consciousness system’ is because of a comparison ‘through how you see yourself through the eyes of the world and through the eyes of other human beings’:
This is how it works:
The ‘I’m not good enough’ seeing yourself through the eyes of the mind consciousness system viewpoint of self, towards self, within self exist: Because you’ve compared yourself towards someone else who you’ve perceived within yourself is ‘better than you’ within a certain specific point/aspect, as for instance – someone else being selected for a specific task, and because you weren’t selected – you judged yourself by comparing you towards the other being that was selected, believing you to then ‘not be good enough’.
So, you seeing yourself through the eyes of the mind consciousness system, within yourself, towards yourself, as ‘not being good enough’, you have derived from a comparison towards someone else, through how you’ve seen yourself through them – and thus, judged yourself within the comparison. And because of the judgment, constructed and designed how you see you through the eyes of the mind consciousness system as ‘not being good enough’, because of how you see yourself through the eyes of others within comparison.
So, the cycle is ‘seeing yourself through the eyes of others, through the eyes of the world’ within comparison, which manifest a judgment towards you, within you, and then through the judgment – construct and design ‘how you see yourself through the eyes of the mind consciousness system’.
And you will notice that ‘seeing yourself through the eyes of other human beings’ – is done within the starting point of comparison, within which you will construct and manifest ‘how you see yourself through the eyes of the mind consciousness system’ within polarity = comparison manifest polarity within and as you to which you define ‘who you are’ and ‘how you are’ according to who and how you see yourself as and to be through the eyes of the mind consciousness system.
Why polarity? Because within you exist the perception of the polarity manifestation of being ‘good enough/better than’ and ‘not being good enough’ and according to ‘how you see you through the eyes of other human beings’ through comparison - you’ll either see yourself through the eyes of the mind consciousness system as ‘being good enough/better than’ or ‘not being good enough’.
For example: Let’s say you were the one selected for the task and within you, you experienced: ‘Yes! I knew I was better at this than everyone else’ = this is then you comparing you towards others through seeing yourself through the eyes of other human beings – manifesting a judgment of being ‘better than’ which is the polarity opposite to ‘not being good enough’, then within the judgment – ‘seeing yourself through the eyes of the mind consciousness system’ as ‘being better than everyone else’.
Human beings believe a judgment is something ‘bad’ – such as a judgment only being defined as when you experiencing yourself as ‘not being good enough’ – no, experiencing yourself as ‘being better than…’ is also a judgment. A judgment is that which you accept and allow to exist within you to which you define ‘who and how you are’ according to how you see yourself – that exist within and as polarity of mind, originating from within and as comparison.
Both ‘not good enough’ and ‘better than’ is a judgment towards self based on comparison towards someone or something else – and ‘not good enough’ and ‘better than’ are polarity opposites of each other = therefore, both are self judgments.
So, how to practically specifically assist and support you within self forgiveness and self corrective application applied in self honesty with such a point of ‘how you see you through the eyes of the mind consciousness system’ because of ‘how you see you through the eyes of other human beings’ within such a point of ‘not being good enough’:
Firstly, you have to specifically identify to whom and what you have compared yourself towards from which you constructed this belief within yourself that you are apparently ‘not good enough’. Then from here, specifically apply self forgiveness for accepting and allowing you to ‘see yourself through the eyes of others, outside separate from you’ through comparison, accepting and allowing you to manifest a judgment towards yourself, which manifested the belief within you that you’re ‘not good enough’ and within this, accepting and allowing you to define yourself according to how you see you through the eyes of the mind consciousness system.
Secondly, to have a look at the ‘polarity opposite’ of ‘not being good enough’ as ‘being better than’ – and apply self forgiveness for accepting and allowing you to exist within and as polarity of mind between ‘not being good enough’ and ‘being better than’ and accepting and allowing polarity of mind to exist within and as you.
Thirdly, because ‘not being good enough’ judgment towards yourself exist within and as you, the polarity opposite as ‘better than’ exist within and as you. Now you have to specifically identify to whom and what you have compared yourself towards from which you constructed this belief within yourself that you are apparently ‘better than’. Then from here, specifically apply self forgiveness for accepting and allowing you to ‘see yourself through the eyes of others, outside separate from you’ through comparison, accepting and allowing you to manifest a judgment towards yourself, which manifested the belief within you that you’re ‘better than’ and within this, accepting and allowing you to define yourself according to how you see you through the eyes of the mind consciousness system.
Let’s take the example that I used above with regards to you not being selected / appointed to fulfill a specific task: In that moment – when another human being is selected for a specific task, for which you ‘worked hard for’ to be ‘chosen’ and you weren’t and in that moment, you experience ‘I’m not good enough’, because you believed the other human being was ‘better than you’ and that’s why they were chosen – you apply the following self forgiveness in self honesty:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare me towards another human being and within that, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see me through the eyes of others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within comparison, judge me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within judgment, construct and design and manifest how I see me through the eyes of the mind consciousness system, because of how I have accepted and allowed myself to see me through the eyes of other human beings because of accepted and allowed comparison.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within seeing me through the eyes of another human being through comparison, judged me as being ‘not good enough’, because I believed another was ‘better than me’ because I wasn’t selected for the task for which I worked so hard for.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge me as ‘not being good enough’ and within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to actually believe that I am ‘not good enough’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed ‘not being good enough’ to exist within and as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define me according to how I see me through the eyes of the mind consciousness system, through me accepting and allowing me to define myself through seeing me through the eyes of other human beings through accepted and allowed comparison
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define me as being ‘not good enough’ …
Alright, now – you applied self forgiveness for ‘not being good enough’ accepted and allowed self judgment towards self because of accepted and allowed comparison towards another.
Now, to apply self forgiveness for the polarity opposite of ‘not being good enough’ as ‘being better than’:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within polarity of mind as ‘not being good enough’ and ‘better than’
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that if I accept and allow ‘not being good enough’ to exist within me, and accept and allow me to participate within ‘not being good enough’ – I accept and allow its polarity opposite to exist within and as me, which is ‘being better than’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed ‘being better than’ as the polarity opposite of ‘not good enough’ to exist within and as me
…
Now, you have to specifically identify towards who and what and when you accept and allow you to exist within and participate as ‘being better than’. Because within accepting and allowing you to participate within ‘not being good enough’ and accept and allow you to define you according to ‘not being good enough’ = your mind as a unified field which exist within polarity = have to balance itself out. Because you’ve defined you according to being a mind = you will balance you as the mind within another ‘area/field’ within your world within which you participate – to balance the ‘not being good enough’ with ‘being better than’. And so you will exist within both ‘not being good enough’ and ‘being better than’ as you within and as the mind ‘balance you’ between the two polarity opposites of ‘not being good enough’ and ‘being better than’:
So, let’s say you identify within you, that you’re balancing the polarity opposite of ‘not being good enough’ which you experienced at work/school related to tasks with ‘being better than’ which you experience towards a family member – then you go:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within judgment towards me as ‘being better than’ my family member, through seeing me through the eyes of my family member through comparison and then judging me as being ‘better than’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see me through the eyes of the mind consciousness system as being ‘better than’ because of accepted and allowed comparison through seeing me through the eyes of a family member, and judging me as being ‘better than’
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that in accepting and allowing me to exist within and as the polarity of ‘not good enough’ and ‘better than’, that such two polarity opposites will balance itself out within various fields/sections/aspects within and as my world
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am ‘better than’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed me to define myself according to being ‘better than’
…
And so you continue, though understand that you have to be specific with regards to, towards what particular specific point you manifested the judgment of ‘not being good enough’ and ‘being better than’ towards yourself through accepted and allowed comparison towards another.
Meaning, what specific point within your world towards another made you believe that you’re ‘not good enough’, and what specific point within your world towards another made you believe that you’re ‘better than’ and accordingly apply specific self forgiveness in accepting and allowing you to define ‘who you are’ within and as you as being ‘good enough’ and ‘being better than’ through seeing you through the eyes of another human being through comparison, which manifested, constructed and designed how you see you through the eyes of the mind consciousness to which you defined ‘you’.
An example of specificity would be, you believing you are ‘better than’ your brother/sister within your family because your parents give you more attention through words and actions than the others – then you specifically have to apply yourself for believing you are better than your bother(s)/sister(s), only because you receive more praise/attention within words/actions.
Another example of specificity would be, you believing you are ‘less than’ because you’re not one of the ‘cool guys/girls’ at school that everyone adore and give attentions to, and because you are not ‘adored’ as they are – you are apparently ‘less than’ – then you specifically have to apply self forgiveness for believing you are ‘less than’ only because you’re not one of the ‘cool guys/girls’ and school and also not being adored/getting attention as they are.
For clarification: Seeing you through the eyes of other human beings is when you compare yourself towards another. Seeing you through the eyes of the mind consciousness system, is when you within comparison towards another – manifest a judgment, opinion or idea about yourself in separation of you. So, if you have any ideas, definitions, opinions or judgments towards yourself within yourself – this is seeing you through the eyes of the mind consciousness system, and all ideas, judgments, opinions and definitions of self within and towards self are derived of comparing self towards others.
Therefore identify all comparisons towards other human beings within this world, within you to which you have compared yourself, because within the comparison as ‘seeing you through the eyes of other human beings’, you will identify the judgments towards you which manifested and designed ‘how you see you through the eyes of the mind consciousness system’ – constructing the definition of ‘who and what you believe yourself to be’.
And realise that comparison encompass both the ‘good and bad’, as judgment encompass both the ‘good and bad’ – and to apply self forgiveness for all comparisons towards others manifesting judgments towards self and apply self forgiveness for all judgments towards self = both the ‘good and bad’, which manifest the polarity construct of mind.
Self corrective application within ‘seeing you through the eyes of other human beings’ through accepted and allowed comparison, manifesting self judgment towards self, creating and designing ‘how you see you through the eyes of the mind consciousness system’ – is as follows:
Now that you have assisted and supported you in becoming aware of how you’re accepting and allowing you to exist within, for example the polarity of mind as judgment of ‘not being good enough’ and ‘being better than’ through accepted and allowed comparison = you are able to ‘flagpoint’ such accepted and allowed participation within and as you. ‘Flagpoint’ meaning you ensure that you realise within you immediately when you accept and allow you to participate in both/either ‘not being good enough’ and ‘being better than’ then immediately in the moment apply practical self corrective application and STOP:
So, you’ve now sat down with yourself, alone and specifically identified where and when and towards who specifically within you and your world you’ve accepted and allowed, and do accept and allow you, to participate within for instance ‘not being good enough’ and ‘being better than’ and applied specific directive self forgiveness. As, while and when participating within your world and you in a moment experience you accepting and allowing you to participate within ‘not being good enough’ or ‘being better than’ – practical self corrective application is standing up within that moment within and as you and saying: STOP! NO! I do not accept and allow me to participate within ‘not being good enough’ / ‘being better than’. This statement within and as you of saying: ‘STOP! NO! I will not accept and allow me to participate within ‘not being good enough’ / ‘being better than’’ – if this is said absolutely, the ‘not being good enough’ experience or ‘being better than’ experience will stop immediately and you’ll remain here stable within and as you in and as breath = no movement.
So, every moment, after you have specifically assisted and supported you within specifically identifying where and when and towards who you experience ‘not being good enough’ and ‘being better than’ within and as you and applied specific self forgiveness within and as absolute self honesty = you apply the directive statement within and as you of: STOP! NO! I do not accept and allow me to participate within ‘not being good enough’ / ‘being better than’ = this is not who I am! – in assisting and supporting you within and as practical self corrective application as and while and when you participate in this world.
If after four weeks, you notice that you still experience ‘not being good enough’ and ‘being better than’ within and as you – you have to consider the following points:
1. Self forgiveness not applied effectively when identifying towards who, when and where and why you’ve accepted and allowed you to participate within ‘not being good enough’ and ‘being better than’ – meaning, your self forgiveness didn’t go ‘deep enough’ into the root of the specific points towards which you’ve compared yourself towards others within and as you 2. Self corrective application in the moment of experiencing the comparison towards another human being within and as you was not done absolute, because you still accepted and allowed you to believe that ‘who you are’ is that comparison you experienced towards another within and as you, manifesting the judgment towards you within which you have defined ‘who you are’
So, if absolutely no change within you is experienced within four weeks of focusing on such a specific point of for instance ‘being less than’ and ‘being better than’ – then you have start again, and revisit the self forgiveness and self corrective application and specify your self forgiveness and self corrective application within and as you.
Understand, practical self corrective application is when you stand up within and as you in the moment when you experience that you are accepting and allowing you to participate in the mind and in that moment STOP you from participating in the mind while, when and as you participate in this world.
Another practical example of how you’re able to assist and support you with regards to identifying self judgments within and as you and then from there to have a look at to what and who, when and where you’ve accepted and allowed you to compare yourself towards, which manifested such judgments towards you – is standing naked infront of a mirror and look yourself straight in the eyes – and seeing what thoughts, memories, pictures, ideas and reactions comes up within and as you, and from here – identify from what accepted and allowed comparisons such judgments was derived.
B. Unconscious and Subconscious Mind Foundation manifestation Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I am the Eye, the ‘I’ of consciousness.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to give permission to the ‘creators’ of this mind system to program me to believe and perceive that I am the Eye, the ‘I’ of consciousness.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to give my power away through giving my permission to the ‘creators’ of this mind system to program me to believe and perceive that I am the Eye, the ‘I’ of consciousness.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to become a mind system and accept myself as a mind system and believe myself to be a mind system and allowed myself to be programmed as a mind system instead of the expression of life as who I am as the origin of who I am as the living word of oneness and equality.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, to live, to see, to honour, to recognize, to be aware, to stand as who I am as ‘I am’ of life of oneness and equality as the living word.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I am the programmed language of systems as thoughts, feelings and emotions – in allowing and accepting myself to become the ‘I of Consciousness’ / the ‘I of the Systems’.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that I am the slave to systems and the programs that run within me as my thoughts, feelings and emotions.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to ‘fall’ in the traps of consciousness programmed games such as ‘enlightenment’, ‘attainment’ and ‘becoming’.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to sacrifice me as who I really am as life by allowing and accepting myself to become this programmed system within me as the mind of thoughts, feelings and emotions as that which enslaves and controls me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to live by the following words of system programming: “Here I am systems, your servant, take me, I am sacrificing myself for your existence. You are my ‘God’ and I am your slave. I give you permission to continue the enslavement and control you stand for and as” - because I have allowed myself to participate in the mind and be of the mind – believing such an existence and experience of myself to actually be ‘who I am’.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be programmable.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be programmed.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to programmable and programmed by words and sound frequencies.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that I am only programmable and able to be programmed by words and sound frequencies if I am separate from the programmers as well as sound frequencies and words.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be and stand separate from the mind – the mind the very manifestation within and as me as what I have accepted and allowed myself to become – which I have accepted and allowed to exist within me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to give my power away through accepting and allowing separate manifestations outside of me to influence, direct and control me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that separate manifestations outside of me only has the ability to direct, control and influence me if I am and stand separate from those very manifestations which I have accepted and allowed to influence me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to blame the past, to blame the ‘creators’, to blame the ‘programmers’ and to blame the mind for what I have accepted and allowed myself to become and what has become of this world.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that blame is a methodology of hiding – hiding the shame, sorrow and regret and especially fear of myself for having to face myself for what I have accepted and allowed to be done unto me – which I had actually done unto myself.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that all I had become, all that I experienced and all that I experience – I did to myself through my own acceptance and allowance.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to give myself the ability to direct me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to give away Self Power, Self Directiveness and Self Control to the systems – the systems reflecting all that of me from which I have separated myself – allowing and accepting myself to be enslaved by the very nature of myself, which I have accepted and allowed to separate myself from.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that the mind and systems and all this systematic programmed existence consist of – is me – is the very nature of me I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from – and that I am in this moment – trapped, enslaved and lost within my own accepted and allowed creation/existence.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be ashamed of my own nature as the mind and existence in its current manifested expression - which I have accepted and allowed to exist through separation.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from dimensional existence – believing the program the run within me as the mind which I have accepted and allowed as me – of the dimensions being ‘more than’ me – instead of realising I am one with and equal to all of existence as who I am of life.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to actually believe that some knows more than others – instead of realising that those that apparently know more and those that apparently know less – are different variations of mind consciousness system implants and manifestations of but knowledge and information.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to live, behave, be and become a programmed mind system. I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to be deceived, manipulated, controlled, enslaved and suppressed by and through manifestations separate from me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that I am only able to be deceived, manipulated, controlled, enslaved and suppressed by and through manifestations separate from me – if I exist within and as separation of that very manifestation.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that I am only able to be deceived, manipulated, controlled, enslaved and suppressed by and through manifestations separate from me – if I am of the mind.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to give the power of existence as the power of me to manifestations separate from me – to have the ability to design, manifest and create outcomes for me as existence – instead of me directing me, me expressing me and me living me as who I am within and as oneness and equality of life.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to direct myself, my own world and my experience of myself – instead I diverted this self responsibility to the hands of manifestations separate from me because I didn’t allow myself to stand up for life as life as me of oneness and equality for all as one as equal.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that in giving my power away to manifestations separate from me – I am giving all of me to that very manifestation separate from me – thus giving it the ability to do with me as it please.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be controlled, directed, influenced and enslaved by hope and fear.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that hope and fear is real and that such manifestations actually exist and that I actually experience it - instead of realising that everything I experience that is of the mind is not real, nor is the experiences thereof – because it is all of separation.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that anything I experience that generate a reaction within me that exist separate from me – is not real – because it exist in separation – it is not me – thus I am not actually experiencing me as who I am – but the illusion of me that exist in separation.
I forgive myself that I have allowed ‘back doors’ to exist within me – as a possible and probable escape route which consist of blame, denial, judgment, justification and fear as excuses to not have to face directly what I have accepted and allowed myself to become and thus have accepted and allowed myself to manifest as the experience of myself along with the rest of the world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am okay, that I am normal and that I am accepted and appreciated by the rest of the world, society and my very own family if everything in my world is apparently ‘in order’.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to actually believe and ‘buy into’ and ‘fall for’ the idea, perception and belief that a separate manifested source will come and save, rescue and help this world, me and the rest of humanity such as gods and dimensional beings of religious and spiritual movements – instead of me realising and trusting my own self responsibility.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from the very nature of what I have accepted and allowed myself to become as this mind consciousness structural resonance system within and as me. Instead of living the very nature of who I am as life - as the living expressive example of nature of the world that is of life within and as oneness and equality.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to take nature for granted – the very nature as the living expressive example of life as who I am.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to be directed, controlled, influenced, disempowered and manipulated by the mind – the very manifestation that exist within me that I have accepted and allowed myself to become – the world an example of what exist within me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I need and require this programmed mind consciousness system – to live – because I have allowed and accepted myself to be programmed to believe that I am this mind consciousness system within me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed – for eons of time – to not stand up – I accepted and allowed enslavement of me, within me and thus accepted and allowed enslavement of others, within themselves – thus for eons of time – all of existence and me included have accepted and allowed ourselves to be enslaved – by the mind – through our own acceptances and allowances of the existence of the mind – thus I am individually responsible for all that exist and for all I have become as all of existence as one.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that I am self responsible.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to become fearful, uncertain, unresponsive, anxious and unwilling to have to take self responsibility for what I have accepted and allowed within me, thus within others and for what has manifested and become of this world and humanity as me – because of shame, remorse, regret, sorrow, anger and hatred of myself for what I have accepted and allowed to be done unto me – what I have accepted and allowed to be done unto myself: Because I didn’t stand up in moments when I could.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be programmed to believe that thinking is normal, ordinary and acceptable and allowed because it’s who I am and what I am.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to programmed to believe that headaches are headaches and of no meaning or worth – instead of realising that headaches are of the human physical body – assisting and supporting me in stating: Something is very ‘wrong’.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise that medication exist to suppress the expression, assistance and support of the human physical body of life within and as oneness and equality as who I am – to further the separation of me from life as the human physical body as the manifested expression of who I am. To not allow me to question pain – but immediately present an ‘temporary solution’ for the pain as medication.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to believe that pain is ‘normal’ – that pain is acceptable and allowed and okay – instead of realising that the experience and manifestation of pain is the human physical body of life as who I am as life – communicating with me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate me from myself as life as the manifestation of life as who I am as the human physical body – through suppression, separation and being unquestionably compliant and obedient to the programmed mind and systematic reality of consciousness – by believing pain is ordinary and normal and a temporary solution exist in the form of medication.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be programmed within and as the becoming and believing of myself as the polarity equations of right and wring, good and bad and positive and negative – instead of me trusting my own discernment as who I am of life within and as oneness and equality.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to accept and allow this world and all of humanity to continue as is because of the following allowed and accepted law by which I accepted and allowed myself to live by, comply and adhere to: It’s just the way it is.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to be programmed to believe that emotions and feelings are expressions and experiences of me that are real – instead of realising that emotions and feelings are generated through the act of thinking that is of the mind system within me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to become the thoughts, feelings and emotions of the mind system which I have accepted and allowed within me – and because of this becoming of me – the world as me as become the becoming of me as a mind consciousness system – systems fuelling systems.
Self forgiveness statements for 1.) FOREHEAD point and 2.) EYE points to continue…
Veno
